In Denial

I want to tell you a story

First , please have a sit
PLEASE

Bcs this story Im abt to tell you
Might cause some heart attacks / broken butt
Or your eyes might even go b l i n d by the end of this post
Hahaha
NO , ITS NOT FUNNY

Haha ok
Lets start this post

I cant seem to remember how I looked like for the past year(s)
I do but just the little bits of it

I cant imagine how fat and chubby I was
Yes ,
FAT AND CHUBBYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Not that Im so skinny now
But I can see how much differences there was

HAHAHAHAHA

I bet
You'll think the same as I did





I knowwwwwwwww
I ate a lotttttt
So fattttttttt
So chubbyyy
So montelllll

Want to add some more ? Hah


My very own 'sw33tgUrlzz' year



My dad is so lame too
I know
Hahahaha


Hahaha that hair reminded me of the my first day
Orientation day
Went to the school
But no one knows me
Staring at me weirdly
With the pinafore I had on
Hahahahaha

Even Nadira stares at me weirdly
Stupid , isnt she ?

And Loga even warned me not to go to school with that hair
Not even in school yet ,
I got a warning from that teacher
Hahah


Im speechless

Yes , very speechless


I've been to their convocation day

I HATE THAT PINK TEDDY
So -------------------



I eeeeaaaattttt a lottttttttttttttttt
I've been warned
But never listened



What abt Raya Years ?
( Erghhh , frgt abt it )


'04
'05


'06
'07
'o8



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Sumpah every year berbezaaaaaaaa
Hahah mcm banganggg -_-



Aaaaa , this is '07
Homaigod , fringe potong sendiri
Yg mcm bodoh


Ni tak hingat bila ,
'07 kot ?
Eh 8 kot
Tahhhhhhhh
Tak tak 7 hahaha



Hahahah masa form 1
Serioussssssssssssly ?
THAT FUGLY ?


Ni pn ,
Gedik nak mampus



NI LAGI LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Nak kena bunuhhhhh
Ni drjh 6
Haha
"Syanad"'s year
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH


I told youuuuu ,
Im a monster when it comes to spaghetti(s)
Especially carbonara
Hahaha
Drjh 5 tuuuuu


Anthr sw3eTgUrrlzzzz memory
Hahah
Dulu suka sngt tngkp gamba dgn lutut
Idk whyyyyyyyyy



Si buruk pada tgh malam
Hahahah


Buruknya Nadiaaaaaa
Hahaha
Dah la comot
-_-
Disasterrrzz


Thts my old cat
Dah mati


Birthday mama ke apa tah ?
BAPAK HORROR : O



Ni last year
Poyo ok


Ni pn last year
Hahahah
Babah punya glasses masa muda
And when I asked him
He was all like "Eehhh , sape punya tu ? Teruk btl rupa"

Hahah annyg
Tak seda ke dr dulu ?
Phishhh -_-


Well
This year doesnt look any better
I looked all the same
FAT AND FUGLYY

Please , I dnt want that chubby statement on me
Hahahahahaha
Am I in denial ?

Whtvr

" I really can accept insults "

I mean it
: )

But some are just a little bit too much

Yes , my forehead is wide ?
Yes , my head is a little too big
Yes , I do have bald spots
Yes , I sometimes act a little like a retard
Yes , Im not that smart
Yes , Im that short
Yes , I laugh weirdly
Yes , my skin is so grosssssss

I can accept all that
But still ,
Being a girl ,
Not all insults can be digested properly

I know you wont get me
You never do

Well people ,
Goodbye for now

XXXOOXOXOXOXOX
KISSHYYY KISSHYYYY MUAHHHXXXZZZ : O

When It Strikes

Isnt it stupid ?
Yesterday ,
You were like so obsessed
Observing his every move
Even to every single girl he would talk to

But

When tomorrow ,
He comes searching for you
He was like an ignorant

And the next thing we know
You're obsessing for another guy

Stupid , isnt it ?


: O

Slightly

Someone asked me
"Would it be possible to fall for your bestfriend ?"

I was like
"Aaaaaaaaaa ?"
Hahahah


Honestly saying
I dont know

It might be possible
BUT ITS IMPOSSIBLE (!)

I think its possible
But its gonna feel so weird
So avoid it

If you can

Wawancara

Which do you prefer ?

A) Long Distance Relationship, or
B) Long Term Relationship ?


I'd sayyyyyyyyy = A
Hahaha

I dont like long term thingy -_-


What do you mean by long distance relationship , exactly ?

I'd sayyy ,
Its when you're in a relationship with a person who's on boarding schl
Smwhr in Kelantan , Kedah , Thailand or they're living out of KL
And its hard for them to see each other that often
I'd prefer long distance rltnshp more bcs I dnt like having to see him almost evryday or week , for me , it'll get boring lagi lagi kalau laki tu dah mmg boring ?
And I like the fact that its hard to contact each other
Hahah ok ok tak -_-----


And what abt long term relationship ?

Aaaa , mcm cpl dgn laki tu sampai lebam ? -_- 2 to 3 years ? 5 years max ?
I dnt knw , I just knw that I dnt like it ,
Bcs basically , you'll be messaging the same guy evry nght talking abt ,
Mainly the same topic evry day
And the best part when it gets boring is , you tend to search for the reason to start a fight ,
to start breaking hearts , I know , its boring
Dnt you think its boring sticking to one guy for more than a year ?
I mean , no offense but ,
For me , it is boringggggggggg , unless Im married to him , yes
Helloooo , we're teenagers ,
Experience evrythng now , bfr its toooo late
And if its too late , you'll be old and drooling watching over your daughter's hot boyfriend
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA and starts to think
"Why did I chose ---- ? WHYYYY ?! He's FUGLAYYHHH (!)"