MALUU

Oh what a horrible daaay ,
ki l l l l l me please
HAH , stab the forking fork 1645 times at me
; O

I went to AP , I brought along my laptop
Bcs I wnted some help abt smthng
So I took it to the computer geek shop
hah ,
AND I went alone ( knw how mthrs kept saying smthng tht turns to a very longgg boring lecture"Apa guna pg sklh , tktau nk ckp bla bla bla" )
I went up and in the shop ,
A salesprsn * comel je * offered to help
So , OKAYY
I stand beside him ( nak tauuu cane okay )
But THEN ,
said "Gmba ni kt manaa ? *refers to the desktop bckgrnd"
" Tnggu kjp , lmbt sikit (senyum) *setup tuu "
" Sorang je ? "
" etcs "

Hah , bising gila
But fr the least of it ,
He's cute ,
: )
Lastly ,
when he finished installing the things I need ,
He helped me to with the laptop
And I zipped the left side of the bag ,
And he did the right ,
Sudd ,
Our hands met ,
And I shocked *really ,
haha
I pull my hands away ,
He did too Haha
Then both put our hands to zipped it up again
But then again ,
Haih
Maluuu sngt
He looked and smile ,
HAHA
whtvr je ,
I took the bag and said thanks
AND I RAN
haha : D

Madame

I found out smthng
Smthng thts out of our mind ,
Heck yea ,

Tht hndsme guyyy ,
We saw at Scrt Rcp on Ayiesha's brthday ,
Wrk at Raoul , KLCC

Story ,

I was thre , accmpanying my mthr to meet her friends ,
While she was talking , I walked arnd the mall alone ,
And mssgd Ayiesha and we met infrnt of New Zealand's Natural
We went to the food court and I ate Mcd
They've had their lunch , so I ate alone

Ayiesha had to leave early * 5.30 kot
so I let them spent their time tgthr ,
And so I continue to walked arnd looking fr clothes alone
Walking , I received a msg frm Zul
He said Ayiesha asked him to search fr me ,
So we walked arnd the mall
And we went to Kino to buy a comic fr Zul

We stopped at a bench
I was busy messaging smone
And sudd ,
I felt like smone's watching me
I looked up and saw this guy gazing at me while folding some shirts
Second glance ,
I 'accidentally' took my hand up and showed at him
mcm "ehhh dia laaa"
He smiled and wave ,
HAHA
I smiled , and his friend looked at me and made a 'wooo' mouth expression
Its funny , actually
Zul mcm "kenapa ?"
Haha , he is so hot ,
I wont and will always visit tht shop

HAHA : D

Yg peliknyaa ,
When I was making my way to Dome
Thre's this group of guys walking at the opposite direction
One of them stop ,
And looked at me ,

he said = "Ehhh Farah ehh ?"
I was like = "Ehh , Tak"
he said = "FARAH KAN ?" * Louder ,
I said = "TAKKK" * Bengang
he said = "Hbs tu sape ?"
I said = "Ee , pape je laa" * walks away

Lawak gila bambus ,
Idk wht was tht ,
But it was SO LAME

I love 18th

Whtvr comes with 18

18 18 18 ,

Imissedhim.
Ireallydo.

Fuck you ,
I always feel like it was all my fault

Struggle

Im doing smthng ,
At least

Imallalonenow ,

I hope it works ,
I hope they love it

Im not a disappointer ,
No , Im not .

Its a no-no world

Bestfriends or Boyfriend ?

Nahh , I dnt see any I-love-my-bestfriends-more-than-my-bf type of prsn anymr ,
Well maybe one or two in a couple of dozens ,

I dnt see why Im not one of them ,
HAHA
Nahh ,
Im more to I-love-my-pets-more-than-anyone type of prsn
I dnt admit I lv my friends more than my bf bcs I dnt feel anythng ,
And I dnt admit things like tht ,
And act the opposite way ,

Dont play dumb ,
We're nice .

If you know you love yr bf more ,
Act like it ,
Dnt pity yr friends ,
Theyve got someone to love too ,
Or to be loved to ,
Dont worry


Dont act ,
Start to be real ,
This is the real world ,
Deal with it .

Dont

Dont try to know me
The more you know me ,
The less you're becoming my friend .

The more you know me ,
The more reasons to hate me .

The more you know me ,
You'll be wondering why you're my friend .

So dont ,
I think you better stop now .

Bye : )

I lead my life better by my own
Not accompanied ,

Am I sppsed to be happy ?

You said Im stupid
I may be ,
But not to be compared with others

I may not be a good perfect 'thing'
But Im still who I am

Its just tht I act more like a grown up
Than you are ,
Whts the prblm with tht ?

You're sucker , I suck less
Dnt compare yrslf with me ,
Im not the one who promised to be one .

ACTION

OHMG
Disastrous

Hahah , maluu wehh

It was 7.30 PM after Maghrib prayers ,
And so my dad said tht we're going out to one of his friend's house
So , yea yea ,
I dressed and we drove all the way to 'Jln Nirwana 3'
Whrever was tht ,
We walked out and there was a bunch of familiar faces
Friends friends ,
Ignoring some faces , I walked arnd to greet them

And there was some losers or as I say rubbish talkers came up and said to my mother
"Is tht yr daughter ?"
"Dah besar dahh"
Idk why I always hated that line
"Lawanyaaa"
So tht put the hate awayy haha

At 830 ,
We ate at a very small dining hall ,
And they invited a group of friends ,
It was veryy cosyyy
I almost choked myself breathing

Mama was talking to one of the aunties there ,
And I was busy rubbing my nose to death ,
( Tht house was veryyyy dustayyy * haha )
So titibe , my mum asked
M = "Your son yg td tu kan ?"
A ="Oh yeaa , I hv 4 children , all boys"
( menarik minat nk dngr : D )
A = "The youngest form 3"
( Hey hey , Im 14 ! haha )
M = "Oh yeaa , the two eldest dah khwn right ?"
A = "Yeaa , (She looks at me) yg youngest tu dah ada gf dahh *laughing*"
I was like "Oh hehe"
A = "His gf looks exactly like you , dia ada tunjuk auntie gmba diaa"
* shocked kjp , but then okayy haha
M = "Yea ? haha trkejut nnt tgk dia ingt gf dia dtg , haha"
Tht was so lameeee ,

And later , we were out of tht stinking dining room
Auntie tu still ckp dgn mama ,
Seconds later ,
Ada one guy dtg kat auntie tu mcm
"Maa , Im going , aaa"
Dia nmpk aku mcm
*EH, I KNW U*
I looked away , and he did too ,
And mcm
"You're going where ?"
"Aa , no , no , tkde mana"
And he was abt to walked away when his mthr called
"Syafiqqq , sini kejap"
Suprising , she introduced me to him
He was smiling and I smiled awkwardly back
And mcm "Hi : )"
HAHAHAH , sumpah aku maluuu
Tarik balik saat ituuuu hahaha
But it was okayy , at least
WAIT , THERE'S MORE
"Doesnt she looked like yr gf ?"
Muka dia terus mcm : O
I think he was embarassed too haha
"Aa ," Speechless and smiled weirdly at me
And gave me a look
Please-understand-my-mum on the face HAHA
But then he went away and sat at one of the sofa
Sumpah aku rasa mcm nk bunuh mak dia
hahahahaha

We were changing glances quite a few times
Then masa nk balik ,
He was already at the frnt door
So I walked out *I thought my mum was behind me*
But she wasnt , she was talking lagiiii dgn org unknwn
I cant turned around and go to my mum ,
Well tht must hv been so obvious ,
haha
I walked out and wore my shoes
And titibe
"Srry psl td , dia mmg mcm tu"
"Oh ok"
SILENCEEEE
"Btl ke gf u muka mcm I ?" * Idk why I asked him tht
"Oh *weird* Ex gf sbnrnya , hmm , yea sikit"
"*blushed sikit kot* Heh ok"
Then our parents keluar jgk
Then kat gate , ckp lagiii
Dnt they actlly feel tired or smthng ?
Hish
So lastly diorg actually said GOODBYE to each othr
And he said bye to me too
Grrh , geram
HAHA


More gathering please ! HAHA

( " _ )

My emotion strangled me up ,
Tight , and tighter

This is not who I am ,

I've got the remote half an hour bfr ,
BUT
Who stole it ?


Im weak



No , stop .
I hv to stop .

Im not wrecked

Show me

NO .


The only way to impress me is to know me ,

Not only by knowing my fav food , choc , or car ,
Knowing my feelings , my problems

I bet you dnt even knw wht I like to hear abt ,
Where my fv places to hang arnd ,
NO , YOU DONT .

You were wrong by your first impression ,
Tore it ,
Jot this on your butt ;
I DONT LIKE GUYS WHO KNOWS ONLY THE OUTER ME

No , change it
; I DNT LIKE YOU TOO MUCH BCS YOU'RE ACTING NOW

Get me ,
Get you ,
Get them ,
Get evryone ,
Just to know them and to love .


Dont just care bcs Im still with u ,
Worry when I'll be leaving u ,
Undrstnd how to deal with it .

Im still here ,
To know ,
"Why you didnt care ?"

I tried to grab the answer ,
Crawling under , running searching ,
BUT ,
I just realized ,
Its not why , Its that "YOU JUST DONT"

You're proud of hving smone to be with ,
To show off to all yr fckng friends ,
To cuddle and snog you ,

But you dnt undrstnd me ,
Or even trying to know me ,


Thats why I love Shamil ,
He cares ,
He does .

Why make smone special leave us so fast ?

Hooligans

Afraid of my weaknesses

I DONT KNOW HOW TO BE 'IT'

Stars

I pleaded and whispered "You cant die; I need you"



"So many voices and nothing is there, but the ghost of you asking me "Why , why did I leave?""

See(?)

Its not my job ,
Dont be fucked up

I care I do I do ,

Not saying its wrong ,
But its , * sigh
Nothing ,
Do it then
Hell dnt care abt wht I think
Or others too ,
Just do
Wht you wnt to

LOMPAT

TELL ME WHY

I cant fly ?

HAHA annoyance

And

Thats why I leave you for the girl next door , : )

Why guys

1 ) needs to flirt for a living and why not making money selling old junks for a mini coop ?
2 ) just couldnt stop flirting and do smthng else like baking ?
3 ) doesnt like fat girls with big round fancy gassy butt ?
4 ) want to hv a relationship going on rather than wtching MTV all day long ?
5 ) likes to break girls heart without noticing it ?
6 ) doesnt know how to appreciate things even by giving them cookies ?
7 ) said showing u love them is by giving "french kisses and etc" ?
8 ) hv a big ego and go emo ( * haha ) ?
9 ) always hope tht the girls will make the first move and they will sit there and wait ?
10 ) are so stupider-er than homer ?

BAPAKK K K KK : O

There's an open house ( again and again ) ,
my father's friend ,
SHIT he's so FUKING rich dohhh

He bought a land at Tmn Tar
which is = RM 3 000 000

He build a new house
overall which is = RM 4 000 000

HAH , WTH IS THT MANNN ?

Rumah dia mcm effin cool ,
Kalah any resort 5 stars ( seriously ! )

Ada = yoga room , sauna , pool , av room , jam room , shoe room , etc.

FUCK , haha I so love the pool ,
rasa nk trjun okayyyyyyyyy ,
GRRH

Dah la uncle tu mcm ordinary guy ,
no datuk , no tan sri , tak labeled
But mcm lg kaya dr all those tan sris and craps
haha

DIA ADA ANAK BAYA AKU ,
haha okay finee
Im not a golddiggahhhh
: D
He was married to a converted Indochina woman

My dad said uncle dpt salary 500 thousand a month ,
tp auntie tu mmg kayaaa ,
smthng psl fthr dia lahh ,
tk phm
haha

AND THERES MOREEE ,
Uncle tu ada
= Lamborghini
= Ferrari

Ada lg , but I didnt saw the others ,
kena sorok kat rumah sblh
HAHA

AND hahahah
dia ada honeymoon suite fr the guest kot
tp dia nk build a guest house la plk kat sblh rumah dia ,
aku sukaaaa
hahahaha

ANND AND
dia dah plan nk build rumah untk anakanak dia jgk
FCK en ? ISNT THT THE COOLEST PARENTS EVER ?
hahah okay fine

Heh ,

CUTE or comel ?

To MG ,
Its not just a normal word ,
In different language ,

Theres a meaning

I've been getting keras and keras all dayyyyyy ,
Eat at dffrnt houses ,
Perghhhh : O

Tmrrw's the day ,
The day fr the mission ,
I cant stand it ,
I cant wait fr long ,

BYE : )
HV FUN : )

O

I didnt know wht to say
I didnt know how to react
I didnt know wht to think

But I just said " OMG(!) "

Its not tht I dnt like it ,
Its jst tht one of my friend who did it ,

OK FINE ,
I dnt like it either .

Whts the diffrnce of doing it quickly and longer ?
I dnt get it .
I just dont .

IM SHOCKED ,
fucking shocked .

I hope , I fucking hope its not true though ,

STAIRS DAY ( ! )

Accompanied Amnd && Flq dating at the fire escape stairs : )
* fr one whole freaking dayyy *

Ayiesha felt sick , haha
( feeling 'ZUL' sick )
HAHA dahsyat(!)

What Zafeeq said :

"scandal" = tak cpl tp mcm cpl je , klua tghtr semua , and so on * memory loss *

What I said :

"scandal" = Its a player job

He said = TAK

Conclusion = 'whtvr' ? : )

HEADLINE ; "He has been single fr 4 years"
( shocking ? )
: Agak

AYIESHA's STORY

She was dumbstruck ,
Bcs Khalis was there ,
hahahaha ,
She was going like
"Omg malunyaa , maluu"
"Tk blh nk tgrrrr !"
"Comel"
And then it went on like this ;

We were banging the door
when I realized Khalis gave us the cant-you-guys-see-what-Im-doing? look
*He was reading a Chemistry book (if im nt mstaken)*
I ran away ,
Then , Ayiesha looked at him , and he is too ,
They were both ---- ( cricket sings )
HAHA merepek
Ayiesha : "Hello (!)"
Khalis : "Hi (?) *weird look*"

Then she ran and bang her head twice
once : kat dinding
scnd : kat pintu

And cry herself with pain
HAHAHA APA AKU CKP NIIII ?

My story *

They were saying smthng abt comics
When I was talking abt our names (shasha , didi , dada , etc.)
Smone asked me ;

A : Comic apa awak selalu baca ?
N : DADA ( tht was actually amanDA's name )

Semua mcm wide eyes staring kat aku
HAHA maluuuu disastrous
Muka zafeeq paling tkleh bla ,
mata dia trbeliak gilaaaa ,
hahahah : D

CHUCKY
1st : Nadia
2nd : Amnda

Bdh en ,
Ada ke dia pg pnggl aku dgn amanda
Chucky 1 , Chucky 2 ,
ANNOYANCE

One thing fr sure ,
Zafeeq mmg best , easy to get a long with aa ,
tkde meaning lain :D

PERIOD PAIN

Lelaki dah tuka hormone !
BODOHHHH ,

BI pulak tuu ,
go to nerakaaaaaaaaaaa ,
I hate youuuuu fr god sake !

The Girl

She made us felt guilty

Towards what we told her ,
What we advised her ,

Its not that we're imposting her ,
Its not that we're changing her ,
Its just some options to her solutions.

Sometimes ,
I dont even feel like I'm her friend
Not knowing what runs through her mind
When she's crying or staring out the window
Or even when she needs to be alone

Once , she wrote in a paper
Saying things about people around her are changing her
Making her to be someone different ,

WE DIDN'T

We're just giving her options ,
And the decision is hers ,

I do care now ,


( Just fr now though, : D )

HUJAN

Weekends = OPEN HOUSE(S)

This week = 6 houses

ALL OF IT = FAT FAT FAT

Oh my god ,
Im going to faint.

Shahirah's Open House ,
= Amanda , Ndr , Fthn , Izyan , Zati

Ayiesha emo , haha
I called her asking fr Fatihin's nmbr ,
She kept saying tht "diorg tk dtg laa , diorg komplot tk nk dtg"
Im confused
haha

We called her ( stop kat tepi jln rayaaa *diorg mmg bodoh* haha )
ALL = "SORRRRRRYYYYY"
ME = "KITORANG GEMBIRAAAAAAA"
haha ,

There was Fthn's exbuifren HAHA
I TON BELIB SHI KOPELED WIS HIM
haha , try it

Mak Shahirah marah kitorang bising bising jerit jerit
* tetamu bnyk wehhh haha *
Aku Malu

HAHA

Memoirs of Raya

We were preparing foods untuk guests dari mana tah
When sudd, door bell bunyik quite a few times (annoyance)
My cousins (the small ones) and I took a glance out of the window
We saw some bratty kids begging some money from house to house
( give us a chance to enjoy the day first la bodoh )
With pity , we gave them RM2 and we said that they should share it amongst them
When the smallest little F kid of the group of beggars showed us the middle finger
*Psuhhh, psuhh*

WTF? I 'accidentally' said it out the word "bodoh, mak tak ajar syukur ke"
My cousins said smthng abt to appreciate things and all
Aku jeling kakak kakak diorg yg baya aku ,
* BODOH, adik tunjuk fuck, kakak buat tktau *
And they look annoyed and gave me the look back
Aku terus masuk tutup pintu

Out of my suprise, they throw the money back in
And one of my cousin ran out and said
"Jgn buang rezeki la babi!"
And were scolded by Mak Yang
Hahah
But she agreed tht what they done is Terrible,
There there little ones.

Raya - ing

This is sad



We had a very dull 'raya' this year ( I guess so )
I woke up late , well not the last though
I skipped breakfast , I didnt go to the raya prayers as I was hvng my permpuaness masalahness
: D
Watch craps on the tv with Imon and Juo
Yet just then , we realise that the people who works on tv that day
' accidentally missed raya prayers ' ( they suck )

We went to my late grandfather's grave , and holy prittt , there were so many yummies there : ) We were blessed : D haha
Imon and I saw this one guy in black baju melayu which is not verry veryyy far from us : O
We had our eyes in tht guy , * lamaaa sngaaattt *
After reciting Yasin and prayers , we head back to the house
Very Very Very Lame
Bcs we had Mak Lang's family early pagi raya ( kacau je ! )
And next few minutes , Pak Yang's brother came ( Idk why )

Our minds were like
" Bila kita nk salam raya ? "
" Asal diorg tak balik ? "
" Duit raya bila nk kasi ? "

Then only we had our family sessions
Very Cool though ,
As Im growing older , I get more money

We chatted with my brother on the laptop
He phoned us , and we were web caming each other
My brother cried ( diorg ckp , tp aku tk lihat )

After hving the photography sessions ,
Pak Yong said "Alright , pack up pack up ! Jom cpt"
We were like ' : O '
"Awalnyaaaa"
But then they go

Sayings

I hv to choose my own route of life ,

I dnt cheat ,
I dnt steal ,
I dnt copy ,

Everyone may seem different ,
but who knows wht they're like ,
They may be rich ,
but doesnt mean they're rude ,
They may be poor ,
but tht wont make them a robber.

People talk a lot ,
Talk abt love , life , and even tomorrow

They never try to understand fate ,
fate that makes our life now ,
fate that is fixed
They can never repair it though.

Sadness strikes , they cry , depression , mood swings
And happy , they laugh , talk , share the joy with friends

They never said thanks to what had happnd
Even in bad or good ways .

"Alhmdulillah"

For my life , : )

KLCC

Chilling at Chilis , - Elydia's sayings

Today was fun : )

Tadi ada ,

myself , Cik Mastina
Amanda , Fatihin
Elydia , Ayiesha
Nadira , Kama
Faliq , Zul
Ain , Elena

Celebrate brthdy Ayiesha dkt Chilis
Coolies
haha , it was hilarious
We bought 'chocolate indulgence' fr her
and wrote

" Hey Ah Sei Ya ,
Hppy Brthday Zul's Hyper : ) ,
You're tuaaa "

Haha , so , we bought the cake to chilis at 6 ,
we told them to take it out at 730
And so , after hving delicious buka puasa ,
haha with shock , kuat gilaaa , diorg (chili's staffs) nyanyi 'hppy brthday'
kitorang semua mcm "Omg , (gelakgelak)"
Ayiesha malu malu , haha
Then diorg nyanyi aa

= Hppy brthday to u
Hppy brthday to uuu ,
Hppy brthday to Ahh ** diam kejap ** Yaaa
Hppy brthday to uuu

Semua dekat meja tuu gelakgelak dnga "Ahh Yaa"
HAHA
Sumpah bodoh ok ,
Kitorang mcm "sape Ah Ya ? Omg salah meja"
haha , bngok gilaa

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Cikgu mastina lawak gilaa , haha
Kitorang (saya , cikgu , amanda) duduk dkt food court tuu
then , I was bored , tgk le org lalu lalang
then , there's this one guy ,
pandang dr escalator
then snyum snyum , freak gilaaa
haha aku mcm "ee tgk laki kat escalator cpt cpt !"
pastu cikgu tgk laa ,
laki tu snyum snyum
mcm nk rogoll , pastu babai kat aku
pastu semua mcm "EEE"
bongok gilaaa

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We were ordering the cake
so so , cikgu mastina , fthn , amnda , ndr
semua duduk dkt meja blkg aku
pastu , ada this two guys dtg sblh
ordering the same cakes
Then mcm , pndng aa (nk usha hot tak haha)
tht guy mcm senyumm , then pndng je
aku mcm takut aa , terus pndng dpn
haha , tapi HOTT
haha , suara dia , perghh kalah Q
hahah : D
ndr amnda fthn semua kata hot
pastu kitorang suruh cikgu observe
then cikgu pndng ,
"Erghh , gay boyyy"
hahah , kitorang semua mcm
"Omg cikguuu , (gelakgelak)"
then laki tu asyik pndng jeeee ,
Ish hot stuff ,
HAHA : )

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Masa nk bayar , I looked to the left ,
I saw a guy ,
'familiar familiar , think think ,'
"Fashli" , Ayiesha's Ex
I turn and was like "Korangggg ! Fashli kot ! Tu tu !"
Fatihin ; "manaaa ? mana ?"
Amnda ; "Fashli mana plk ?"
Ndr ; "Ee ye ke ? Mana ?!"
Obviously , the way we looked at him
and bising-ing , he noticed
pastu semua still pndng ,
bdh gila

Fthn mcm "bkn laa , bkn fashliiii"
Nadia "ye laa , yee"
Fthn "Lain laa , "
Nadia "Mcm awk pnh nmpk fashli bfr this ? *aku pn tk pnh* : D "
Fthn "*Annoyed face*"

Then semua excluding cik mastina ,
Jln sebelah Fashli , nk tgk btl ke tak
Then , kakak dia pndng mcm apa je
Pastu diorg kecoh kecoh "Ayiesha ayiesha ,,, ayieshhaaa"

Ndr "Bkn bkn , bkn fashli , dia tk pndng bila kita ckp nama ayiesha"
Fthn "Haa , kan da kata"
Nadia "Ee , mcm ayiesha tu sorang je dlm dunia ni"

Pusing balik ,

Fthn "Eh btl tu fashli , betul betul"

Bdh gila , br nk mngaku
ahahaha , aku jgk pndai cam org
HAHA

Then pg chilis jmpa Ayiesha ,
Ayiesha kata Fshli nmpk aku

"he noticed me bcs of my hair"
I said
"I noticed him bcs of his brthr"

Abg dia hot , haha pdn muka : D
Cikgu tk hbshbs kutuk saya
hahaha : D
Pastu ckp "Comel comel btl anak murid saya ni"
semua malu malu
okay bkn semua ,
It was only me
hahahaha : )

Nak jugak , Nak jugak : )

Im free ,

I'll be getting a new room ,
I'll be back on the track ,
I'll be continuing the book tht I wntd to write ,

HAHA ,
dreams are free

T R A PP E DD I C K

HEADLINE OF THE DAYYY =

"I saw ***** korek-ing his dick"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Losing my grip

I dnt hv much cnfidence in my life ,

I feel like I dnt deserve to be with the ppl arnd me ,
thy hv wht they wanted ,
Thyre alwys hppy ,
Good looking faces ,
I know , I dnt hv wht thyve got ,
Thts why I feel prtty much apart frm them ,
BIG dffrences ,

I feel insecure ,

I dnt knw wht to say ,
I hate to be arnd them ,
Im hideous ,
Yes ,
You can lie , its yr prblm
I always think wht theyve got to say abt me ,
I always do ,
Idk why

Insecurities makes me wonder ,

Why do we hv to be feeling tht way ,
Why do guys prefer looks over brains ,
Why ppl talks bad abt us ,
Why they have to be pretty ,
Why they smtimes want to befriend with pretty ones and leave the geeks alone ? ,
Why we need to be out of this feelings ,
Why ppl tell lies abt how we look ?

Idk , I hv no idea ,
I wish I wasnt ugly ,
I wish I wld be better than better-er

I dnt like to be left out different ( in a bad wayyy )

Murta*bark*

"Mamak , murtabak campur satu"
"Aya anney , campur ka ? Coming coming"

Ish kat situ bnyk gila babi lakiii
Mama pulak bkn nk teman turun
Suruh aku pg beli sorang
Pastu nk tnggu tu mcm lama kan
Aku bngok gila pg brdiri situ je
Pastu mamak tu ckp

"Duduk duluu , 5 minit lagi"
"Ok ok"

Laki semua mcm pndng pndng
malu gila
Tktau nk bt apa
Keluar kan phn la bt bt msg
haha mls nk lyn
Pastu ada squid noises
Aku pndng depan kiri kanan
Tgktgk ada laki tu snym
EE gross

Pndng bawah balik , bt tktau
*Tp kawan dia hot*
Haha
Pastu ada bunyik lagi
pndng ah , dua org babai ,
aku terus bgn ,
Tnya mamak

"Dah ke?"
"Baru tgh panas , tunggu aa"
"Ishh"

Lama sikit dah siap ,
terus lari pastu ada org "Eh , byee !"
Aku lari laju lg hahahaha

Bad Habits ? Not , : )

Tremendous? : )

I tend to describe the ppl I saw
Anyone

1-6 : Kids
7-12 : Annying brats
13-17 : When you feel 'Insecure' age
18-30 : I dnt care
31-50 : Hormat aah : )
51-mati : Speechless

I would say =

"ee buruknyaaa prmpn tuu , mcm strippy"
"gross kot , bkn hndsme pn"
"konon je comel , ee gedik"
"rempiiit , okayy , takuttt"
"ish , buruknya , dah la bnyk jerawat batu fresh"
"tgk tetek dia , brjuntai juntai trkeluaa , murah gila jual"
"budak tu annying kan? mcm anak kau"
"ehh , nmpk tk laki dgn prmpn yg rabaraba atas kerusi tu? Gelinyaaa , tkde privacy lgsng"
"OMG , hndsme nyaaa"
"lawa beg diaa , tp muka dia buruk , mcm suntat"

Hehe I say lots of craps ,
and smtimes ,
Ppl hate me fr tht
haha : D
Loserr

I say saying bad things abt ppl are so cool ?
Agree ?
haha

Pole ?

"Dont let age be a factor" - Uncle Awan

I was hvng a drink with my mthr when a friend of her saw us
And hv a little chat

He asked me "What do u want to be when u grw up?"
"Pilot maybe , who knows"
Then "Pilot? Women cant be pilot ,"
"Apa pulak"
And "U'd have to be away frm yr family"
"Yea?"
Said "Maybe a friend passed away , u cldnt attend , a family is giving birth , u cldnt attnd ,
u would miss out those things"
"Hmm"
Later "And it is not suitable fr a beautiful girl like u though"
"*blshing* Ohhhh"
hahahaha


He said "Do u drive yr mother here?"
"Huh? NO?"
Next "U dnt drive?"
"*??* I never ,"
And "Wht do u mean never? When I was yr age , my father teach me how to drive"
"Cool , but she wont let me"
He looks at mama then me "I'll teach u when I hv a free time"
"Really? Okk"
Mama disagree haha
Uncle "Dnt let age be a factor"
Mama "Fine , later later lah"
Nadia "Hehehe"

Bodoh

Danah Alleyne is supported by her brother, Ian Alleyne, president of the T&T Crime Watch Association, during an interview> at his office in Chaguanas yesterday.

“I AM ashamed about what happened. I got carried away in the moment,” sobbed Danah Alleyne, the 15-year-old daughter of Pastor Dave Alleyne of the Flaming Word Ministry of Chaguanas.

Once known just as a pastor’s daughter, Danah has become the focus of international attention, after her steamy dance segment with international singer Akon of Senegal, at Club Zen, which is circulating on the Internet.

Yesterday, a sad and remorseful looking Danah confessed to lying to her parents to go to the concert, but said she had been cajoled (persuaded) into going on stage.

With red, teary eyes, Danah said she had been invited to the concert two days before the event by friends, who are older than she is. She said they bought a VIP ticket for her to gain entry.

Danah said, “My parents had no clue I was going to the concert or how I was dressed. I told them I was going with my cousins for ice cream. When I left the house I had on a jacket.”

Danah said she had called her friends who picked her up outside her home.

When they got to the club last week Thursday, she said, they proceeded to the VIP section but were stopped by the bouncers who said they had to be 21 years and over to enter, and asked for their identification cards.

Danah said, “We did not have it so they told us we had to go into general admission and we did.”

During the concert, she said, Akon asked for five girls to go on stage but no one wanted to.

“Eventually two girls went up. Then all the people around me started rooting for me to go on stage. I hesitated and told my friends I did not want to go up. They eventually drew the attention to me and the white spotlight hit me.”

Danah said Akon’s bodyguard then pulled her up on stage.

“I told him I can’t be here but he told me to stay. I was scared. I was freaking out,” she added.

Akon told the girls that if they won they would go to Africa and she believed him.

“I got carried away. I began dancing with the crowd cheering me on,” Danah said. When she won the dance “competition” and Akon told her he was Africa, she said, “I was shocked, I could not believe it.”

About the heated dance with the superstar, Danah said, “It was three rounds of dancing. First, we danced together. Then, he picked me up…and then next thing I know I was all over the stage.

“I was in shock. When I look at the video now, I cannot believe that all these things happen. It happened so quick.”

Danah said when she finally got off the stage, everyone was telling her she had done “real good.”

She said, “I did not think much of it, like it was no big deal” but, now “I am disappointed in what happened.”

Shaking her head and trying to hold back the tears, she said, “I am sorry I embarrassed my parents and I am ashamed that I lied to them.”

Danah, however, is determined to put experience behind her. “I went to school after the concert and my friends are like, “ ‘We have your back.’”

Danah’s brother, Ian Alleyne, president of the T&T Crime Watch Association, said he was disgusted by what happened. He said, “She is a minor. She should not have been let in the club! Young people must be protected. It is terrible what has happened to her, but her parents are not at fault.”

Lame gila doh prmpn ni ,
dah mmg dia horny , admit je laa hahah

Underage Stripper

I dnt knw why ,
But I still think tht Danah should be blame on
bukan akon
mcm bodoh kannn ,
tak fair lngsng
Prmpn tu yg underage pg masuk club yg 18 above
ee ,
yg masa contest tu pn ,
prmpn lain mcm menari biasa biasa
sambil gelak gelak
Dia je yg mcm stripper bt lap dancing ,
Dia ingt tu stip club keeee ?
Omg

Dah underage , act like one
Mcm aa dia tkkn mmbsr jd 18 ,
saba je laaa , yg dia nk jd stripper awal awal asal
Parents dia pn tah hilang mana
Dignity habis jatuh semua

And knw what ?
ada video kat youtube ,
tunjuk danah tu lagi
In another 18 and above club
dance dance mcm sundal kat atas meja
laki semua tgk je

Bodoh kannnn ?

Mcmmana dia blh get through the security pn tktau
msti security tu pervert
or kena rasuah ,
haha , dia buat one night stand kottt : D
babi

Danah tu mmg sundal
They shouldnt blame akon fr this

Well , Im not his fan
But I knw whts right and whts wrong

( : *

Braces

Ive put on my bracess : D
haha Kecohh , I knw

Tp mcm weird nk mmpus gila babi
haha
and dctr Syafeeq tu mcm tariktarik mulut aku
haha , hell annoying
Tarik kiri tarik kanan
Jari dia semua masukmasuk
haha

Dah la frm 4.30 smpai 5.30 kott
mulut ternganga tak habishabis
Pastu lastlast dia bukak
"Ahhh , lenguhnya mulut"
hahah : D

Dia ckp "Ayiesha dah bkk braces kann"
And "Oh yea, ha'a"
Then "Mesti dia senyum 24/7"
Oh "ha'a kottt !"
Hahahahahaha

Brother

Hahahahaha 2006 ahh ,
: D I love this pctr
I miss my brotherr haha
But the good thing is ,
I'll be replacing his room , to mine ; )
haha annying kan
cehhh : O
Psst , mari brgerak ,
later , nak berak : D

Skizohh

Best best : )
Amanda , Nadira , Ayiesha , Nadia
Ive been waiting fr the bell to ring : D
Hoho
Tp lastly rasa butterflies , oh panic gila je
Maybe takut sbb nk tgk sirah ; )
Haha

Tp as usual

Amanda & & Faliq
Nadira & & Kama

Trpaksa aa en jd lesbo dgn ayiesha : D
( Zul , Im innocent HAHA )
But then prmpuan tu plk mcm tk hbshbs try call zul
tk dpt kat pblc phone sbs , pg sbu pnya
tk dpt jgk , pg 7e
Then last last kama top up
pastu bg ayiesha

Pastu cam dia gila kejap
Tk dpt call smua en
Pastu okaayy bila zul dah angkt
Masa diorg on the phn
I hv to walk slightly further infront
haha : D
Privacy is the best melody
* Merapu apa kau weh ? *
Pastu kacau kacau kama dgn ndr
haha
* You cant run away from my annoyance *
My scary mvie is just abt to start
Never ending pon
hahahaha

Sampai jugek kat Maideen ( cane eja wei ? )
Whtvr , ramai gila sbu-ians and sbs-ians
mcm freakkkk : )
Smpai smpai nmpk kepala haris dulu
HAHAHA
he is so hot hot hot
Prottt ; )

Tak kisah la en
Pg laaa masuk
Cover cover muka
hahaha
Amirul pulak tk hbshbs pnggil suruh pg kat dia
nk lawan tgn
haha : D
Aku tanak sbb nashriq yg freak tu ada
hahaha sumpah dia tu gross the most
hahaha : D
Nadira semua dah pi lari kat eza, fea yg ada kat sblh meja laki tu
Aku duduk je dgn kama , dgn ayiesha yg still on the phn tu
haha mls nk lyn

Pastu jalanjalan nk pg skizo
lorong apa tah diorg lalu
busuk sikit aa haha : O
pastu mcm dah smpai kat pintu tu mcm
"omg ni mcm rumah lelaki yg ditinggalkn brzaman"
"ni mcm rumah lelaki yg pemalas"
"bkn ! mcm penagih dadah pnya rumah!"

Owner dia tibatiba ada kat blkg
Scary gilaaa

Description :
muka tua, rmbut pnjang, ada misai, tak hot lngsng

Sumpah dia gross
haha 2nd grossman : )

Pastu masukmasuk diorg isap rokok
nk je mintak satu en
Hahgahhaha
Letak aa beg kat sofa ni en , pastu duduk
dudukduduk , tgk la tepi tepi
Tanak obvious sngt asyik tgk haris
hahah
Then ada jumble of cd ni en
Mcm tgk la cd atas skali
"Alpha Dog"
Pastu tgktgk , porno
I was like
"Omg omg omg , cd porn kot ! bodohnyaaaa"
diorg mcm
"mana mana?"
"ee mana adaaa"

Then tunjuk la kan , pastu diorg pn mcm
"ee ee"
haha
Pastu amanda kata diorg nmpk au kitorang tgk
pastu awis ambik
haha pastu terus larikan diri masuk tmpt jam tu

Faliq , Kama dgn Zarif pn ada
diorg mcm readykan semua aa
pastu pfft
Frm there , I had a big giant crash crush : D
Its not fair how fast it was happening
haha

Diorg semua emo emo ,
aku happy happy gila je : )
nyanyi sorangsorang haha

Diorang main lagu

Face down
I dnt wanna miss a thing
Farhana
Sweet child o' mine
One last breathe
Brhenti brharap

lg tak ingat : D

Haris tk hbshbs nyanyi farhana
Mnari laa , sumpah lawak

Last last balikk ,
turunturun , rempit bnyk gila
dah la turun dgn huda je
lain semua still kat atas
pastu huda mcm "nadia masuk balik masuk"
aku pn lari masuk
pastu faliq semua turun
pastu rempit tu mcm terus back off
haha lawak

Talk about feelings : )

Gut feelings ,
I never notice I dnt hv one
Or I dnt feel any words tlling me
whts wrong whts right
wht will happen or wht wont
I never do have one

Besides , I just feel butterflies : )
Butterflies crawling butterflies flutter
Butterflies talking butterflies tickling

Differences between ;

Butterflies and gut feelings ?

I dnt knw ,
But I dnt really care either ; )

But I only feel butterflies when Im scared
and when a person I like is somewhere near me : D
Should I take butterflies as a sensor ?
haha weird

Lelaki ?

'Merdeka! Haha : P tp I lambat lagi nak mrdk. Tk tgk fireworks ke? : )'

'Mesti best. I nak tgk tapi im GRNDED lagi. Fr coming home late last week. Im so bored. Tak blh kluar langsung!'

'But sms-ing with u rasa macm tk kena grnded pon. haha abt ur kenduri tu. I taleh pg la yang. Sory.'

'Daah. Just now. I rase weird sngt just cntacting u mase weekends je. Mcm i takde girl pulak : ( '

'Takk. Die hampir ckp like after ***. But my dad ckp until result ok. Tapi i rase sampai bile pon result mesti teruk. Haha'

'Huh? U tak tahan? Maksud u?'

'Huh?! Its not fair! Tp i faham la u tkbleh tahan smpai i habis. But think about it again. Pls?'

'Mcmmane u bleh pikir sampai macam ni? No nadia. no'

'Mm'

'Ape lg i patot ckp?'

'No. U pikir lah sndiri. Tak seng nk lepaskn orang yg kite syg kan?'

'Mungkin u pikir seng. Tapi bagi i tak. Dah la u. I ngantk sangat. Gudnite. Tc. Ilywh. Shimly? Gudbye.'

Doa selamat weh

Miahahaha kenduri yang paling annoying : D

Damnnn ,
It was such a long dayy
Arnd 430 , Ayiesha , Nadira and Elydia came
And they were early , it started at 6.45 kot haha
So , we chatted kat meja luarr
And suddnly , they wanted to go to Mcd
Nak jumpa Ulul si bulul tu , whtvr
And so , we got there and masukmasuk ,
pekerja dia semua pandang okay!
Omg , mcm famous gila ! hahaha
Ok carry on , we ordered a fries and a drink (They didnt brought any money)
And so did I
Elydia je bawak hahaha

Then makan makan makan
Laughing and chatting
Titibe hujan , haha sumpah mcm panic
"eh cane nk balik ni? tk de payung, Omg"
Then pg petronas , masuk cari payung
HAHAHA I know , lame haha
Ada la dis one payung , a green one ,
"awak bukak laa","awak laa","tanak tanak"
haha Sumpah , It was so sad and pathetic
hahaha : D

Pekerja kat cashier tu pndang je
pastu diorg bukak , to test it out
Mulamula nmpk mcm okay muat 4 org
hahaha : )
Then klua klua , laki ni mcm bisingbising
pandang pandang (TUA , tak seda diri kot! Omg)
Then we went on , payung titibe mcm shrinking
hahahah serious shit
SO , we walked halfway back to my house
hujan berhenti sikit , then okay la
Taking pictures and all
Then Ayiesha nk jumpa Ulul balik
haha , I said , 'okay'
We walked there and ada org babai babai
Aku malas btl nk lyn
Haha ,

Pakcik motor tk seda diri tu ada lg
Pandang nk rogol , ee benci org tua
Then pg la tunggu dlm Mcd ,
Apa cite tah , titibe hujan balik
Lebat !
Pastu mcm "Omg okayy , knp tk balik je td ahha"
Then we went back home
Screaming at each other
"Kita tk dpt payung laaa" "Sini sikitt" "Jalan la cepat bodoh"
Hahahah , scary gila
Lintas jalan pon mcm org gila ,
Org dlm kereta kelisa snyumsnyum , bodoh takkk

Then smpai jgk rumah
Soaking wet , we went through the back door
Orang dah nk smbhyg maghrib ,
then duduk dapur , takleh lalu dpn
Cakap Cakap
Nadira msgmsg kama
Ayiesha msgmsg Ulul
I was like 'okayy , sedih tak?'
haha , ayiesha mcm 'sape suruh merdeka smlm?'
Haha tht is so like whtvr

Bila diorang dah habis smbhyg ,
we ran up stairs and locked in my room to change

Nadia : basuh rambut , kering kan baju guna hair dryer
Ayiesha : cuci muka ,
Nadira : cuci muka , basuh rambut
Elydia : cuci muka , kering kan rambut , pakai tudung then bukak

Pastu mcm gelakgelak lahh ,
bukak baju mcm stripper mana ,
Haha fun fun
Turun bawah terus keluar makan
Kelua kelua , nmpk bazly ,
haha , Ayiesha memoyo haha
Ambikambik la makanan , padahal tkde tmpt kosong
haha , last last duduk atas sofa
Elydia bngok gilaa , haha
Tumpahtumpah la , nak patahkan bendi guna sudu bisingbising ,
haha , sedih gila
Nadira tk hbshbs menggatal , cntrl ayu konon !

Dah habis isik perut , nk pg round satu taman
Titibe , ada org hot gila bambus , datang
Hahahaha I knw him
Ish handsome gila sial ? ; )
Then tngkptngkp gambar ,
tgh tgh jalan kot !
Kereta semua lalu lalang
Maluu , haha titibe ada taxi pull up ,
Turunkan cermin "dah cantik dah tuu"
Pastu tnya mamanda 13 mana haha
Bodoh ,

Dah habis bosan mngkap ,
Kita pg duduk bwh khemah ,
Sblh yg hot hot heat : )
Haha , tak insafinsaf weh
Pastu tngkp gmbr ayiesha sbb nk tngkp bdk hot kat blkg tu la
Bdh gila , fake mcm apa kot !
Dia mcm pndng pndng
Ish , geram

Then tngkptngkp gambarrr
Bnykbnyk semua , pastu mcm
Babai babai semua ,
Haha dah nk balik la kot
Then babaiiii : )

Diorg balik , masa nk hbs dah tu ,
Kitorang (my cousins and I) pg beli drive thru Mcd
Haha gemuk gila kot
Pastu diorg mcm dare Iman buat rambut gulunggulung kat abg Mcd
Konon nk flirt aa
hahah geli okayy , ahahah
Pastu mcm ambikambik mknn ,
Iman tk buat ,
Then dah hbs bg mknn semua tu ,
Dia tutup tngkp then mcm senyum yg menakutkan
Semua gelakgelak mcm apa

Pastu Iman pg ambik lane salah pulak
Pg la pusing tmpttmpt gerai mknn tu ,
Then ada satu part nk buat U turn , ada gerai ni
Mcm ada one group of guuys pndng je
Scary gila bapuk
Dah la mcm jam sikit
Kena tunggu agak lama la
Org tu pandang je !
hahahah kitorang semua dah jerit jerit
Hahahah bodoh gila
Anyah mcm "jgn pndng jgn pndng"
Haha , bngok : D

Odg , Plmhhb ?

I waited fr your call
But u didnt called

I called u tht night
Wanting to know if evrythngs fine
But u sddnly yelled at me abt smthng
Smthng tht hasnt got anythng to do with me
Its weird bcs u never acted like tht bfr

I gave u some time
And u sent a msg saying sorry
I said "hell yea , its tht easy now kan?"
But then u said it was not your fault
And its not mine either ?

U called me on 6 oclock
It was weird when u kept yr silence
I asked u "Ape cite u?"
U said "nothng , ada a few family prblms"
I asked u to tell
Like we always did
Tell

But u said tht it was different
I may be overreacted with it
But I hung up the phn

U called fr many times
I was annoyed
And switched it off

Pundek Fireworks

11.59 pm
(30th Aug 07)

When it's

10 secs to midnight

9

8

7

6

5

4

3

2

1

We're waiting and hoping
God , there was like rows and rows of cars
but thres no fireworks ?

We waited until it was like 12.30 ?
But there was not a single sound of thunder haha
Frustration babi !
: )
But thre was some fireworks
We saw it frm thre but not frm the twin tower
Pergh
Hell , I was lucky
Ada jugak laki hot kat sblhsblh
haha mata aku mmbsr doww
Ish ; )

Ambik ambik gmbr
Battry camera out
Prut Prut Prut
Haha bngok tk charge : )

Then , one by one
People by people
They went home
With disappointed face
haha ; )

Then we went home
and babah said
"I knew it , thts why I dnt wnt to go, yg ada kat putrajaya je"
And I said
"Eleh , diorg patut buat kat klcc, Its the Malaysian's tallest tower , simbol kebanggaan letak mana? ee"

Haha geram je

Zaquan : )

Im so proud to be a malaysian , dude : D

Pfft , Hey baby
Tell you what ,
I'll take you for 100$ ?
Deal ? Sounds good
Haha

Itu mamat sngt hot : )
mcm kena sunning burning
haha , hariiiiiiiisssss

okay fine : D
haha

We celebrated Malaysia's 50th birthday today
It was okay , dull and lame
and please , I need my drugs
Shish

I knw smone with a hot butt
anyone interested? haha
call me : D

Mak kita kata kita kena proud jadi malaysian
Walaupn kita tk proud sngt
Tadi kita kibarkan bendera malaysia dgn penuh smngt
Rugi awak tkde masa tu
Kita dah jd anak merdeka kan?

Today en ,
kita main benderadera
main 'run run frm ayiesha' haha
nyanyi lagu buruh nelayan tuu
main 'learn how to shuffle' bdh haha
main dekatdekat kan kama and nadira
bersihkan kelas haha
senyum senyum dkt reza haha
awak main apa?
kita suka tngk awak happy
comel : )

oh td nmpk zul
haha dlm black car
turunkan tingkap
dah la mamat gelap ada kat belah kiri
tu yg pndng kanan
nmpk org bkk tngkp
pastu ada org misteri dlm cap babai
aku mcm 'wth? sapa tu?'
pastu lepas meniliti dgn btl
'Oh itu Zul!' haha
bngok jeeeh

He's weak without a weapon
Maybe he's a gay
Thats why : )

Crowd Fright : )

History ( 28th Aug )

Pfft ,

Buruh nelayan dan juga petani
Gaya hidup kini dah berubah
Anak anak terasuh mindanya
Lahir generasi bijak pandai

Tht song reminds me of tht day
AWW asshole

It was such a (so not) day to remeber
Please , kill me , please !
Haha

Pakar IT pakar ekonomi
Jaguh sukan dan juga jutawan
Berkereta jenama negara
Megah menyusur di jalan rayaaaa

Haha , please
It was so not funny
with our sweet and soft (I dnt believe it) voices
Haha

I saw him I saw him
He smiled at me , ohh : D
But dude , I can see evrybody's laughing
haha

People who laughed :
Aris
Bazly
Amirul
Gang Zafeeq
( tu je kot )

Haha sumpah nak bunuh

Alam siber teknologi terkini
Kejayaan semakin hampiri
Biar di kota ataupun desa
Kita semua pasti merasa bangga

Zati salah rukun negara pulak tu
trtinggal keluhuran dan perlembagaan
Haha : D

Aku menyenget kan badan , pndng awan
Haha , maluuuu
Goyang goyang bendera mcm bodoh
Kaki menggeletar setiap masa
haha , mcm fkcker yg tramat !
Dah la line dpn skali
Ish
Killl meee : O

Footballer ; )

Oh M G : )

Tell me who's the most attractive footballer?
haha

Hot Hot Burning Butt : )

He is so fcking hot : D
ahh , Im in the air ,
Floaaatinnngg haha ; )

Comel sngt , comel sngt
Dia main bolaa , fuhh
Melting depan surau tu jugak
Haha grr baby grr

Lisan ? : D

We had our lisan for bm
Pn Mastina said we could go fr a group
consists of 4 ppl, not more
Mg planned to do perbahasan abt
''The good and the bad of having a boyfrnd"
Hello , ofcrse its in bm ; )

Pembangkang
Nadira , Elydia

Penyokong ( or whtvr : D )
Ayiesha , Nadia

Haha , we had a laugh : )
Seriously , I thought we'd score at least a D hahhaha : O
But who knows ? hih

Yesterday I took out a test pad and wrote
the good of hving a byfrnd
So , guys , check this out haha : D

• Korang tidak akan rasa trpinggir jika kawan kawan korang ajak korang keluar, dan mereka hanya meluangkn masa dengan byfrnd diorg , siapakah yg korang akan berjalan dengan? (sorang haha) Siapakah yg anda akan brcakap dgn? (sorang lagi haha)
• Jika stress selepas hubungan yg lalu , tidak semestinya kita akan kecewa hingga ke akhir hayat , kita boleh berjumpa dgn sorang lelaki yg baru untuk melupakan kisah yg lama
• Boleh menemankn korang keluar jika kawan korang tidak boleh mengikut atau menemani korang ke sesuatu tmpt, siapa yg akan temankan korang jika tiada teman? Jika tiada org yg boleh? Apa akan jadi kalau tujuan korang ke tmpt tu penting?
• Korang boleh menjadi lebih matang dgn pngalaman yg korang dpt, sampai bilakah korang hendak bersikap kebudak-budakan?
• Boleh mnjimatkan wang ketika berbelanja di shppng mall, atau di wayang atau semasa makan, tnpa seorg byfrnd korang akan mmbazir wang dan boros, kan?
• Boleh mengurangkan rasa kesedihan yg korang alami , dan malah dia juga boleh melindungi korang jika korang diketawakan , atau diejek oleh musuh korang
• Menambahkn keceriaan dan mengurangkan stress dan masalah yang kita hadapi
• Kita akan lebih rasa disayangi dan mmpunyai tmpt meluahkan perasaan, selain bstfrnd, dia juga blh mnggntikan tmpt mereka jika mereka tiada dan kepada siapa lg yg korang boleh luahkan jika korang brgaduh dgn bstfrnd?
• Lebih selamat drpd kacauan mat rempit semasa keluar dgn dia , dan tidak akan berasa resah keluar berseorangan , tanpa seorang byfrnd, siapa yg nak lindungi korang? HAHA
• Tak semestinya kita mmbazirkan masa , kerana kita juga boleh pg brjogging dgn dia untuk mncergaskan minda dan tubuh badan , kita ( tidak akan / tidak pernah ) brjogging walaupn seminggu sekali tnpa seorg teman , betul?
• Setiap org ada personaliti diri yg tersendiri, tidak brmakna kita boleh trlibat hubungan sosial yg tidak baik kerana kita juga perlu mengenali dirinya trlebih dahulu
• Setiap hubungan tdk perlu terburu-buru , kita perlulah ada pendirian diri untuk memilih byfrnd yg sesuai , tidak mungkin hubungan akan tercetus jika korang hanya mengenalinya 3 hari yg lalu?
• Untuk menimba pengalaman untuk merasai apa yg rakan korang alami , tanpa mengetahui perasaan itu, kita mungkin akan ketinggalan dan tidak akan tahu bgaimana untuk mengorat lelaki pada masa akan datang

Hahahhaha everythng up there is almost everythng is true : D
haha kan kan kan ?
yea : )
Pn Mastina pon dah tk thn dgn kitorang haha
Tell me who doesnt? haha

Great Eastern

I went to great eastern yesterday
nak beli makanan hamster 'konon'
HAHA mmg la beli , but to check out tht guy jgk
but unluckily , he was not working on tht day : (
oh how sad , haha so we went to G floor
and I was dancing dancing bila dr jauh
I saw someone
quite familiar and I looked at him twice
then he saw me and smiled
haha It was him
Azizul , si mph guy ,
haha : D

Mama left me there
at the book fair
pastu aku masuk la , kinda panic mulamula
masukmasuk tgk semua buku bdk kecik
barbie , bratz , barney and so on
haha , I was like 'huh? mana buku lain'
pastu , I saw this one side di mana ada buku apa tah
pastu buatbuat tgk
pastu call nadira
untuk mengelak ke-panic-an
hahah : D

borak borak borak
pastu line putus
and so I continue looking at the books
tibatiba thres a guy pushing a trolley
and stop kat situ ,
haha dia snyum
lawak je haha : D

then da mcm beli one book ni ,
pg la kat mama ,
she said she's at the southern pottery
pg pg , dia tkde
call la , ada kat at home plk
pg la at home , pastu tnggu kat lua
haha pastu titibe ada dis one guy
jlnjln pndng aku jlnjln pndng aku
haha mcm tk puas hati
bnci gila

pastu mama klua
pastu turun G floor balik
lalu kat dpn azizul balik
I smiled
pastu dia poyopoyo snyum jgk
hahah mls nk lyn : D
pastu balik

Hey Babyy : )

Yesterday , was okay : D
yea , my brother dropped me off infrnt of Suria
so , I walked to the entrance lazily ,
and then the guard was like "jalan cepat sikit ye dik : )"
Ish I was annoyed but still , I walked on lazily though HAHA
Ayiesha called me for quite a few times (hell , shes annying)
lagi la tmbah ke-annoying-an aku
I ignored her calls and mssgs
Nak jalan dr the entrance to burger king was like 1 hour? haha
No , 20 mins I think
And when I was enjoying the walk
A guy , I mean , a whole lot of them
walked past me when one said "hey , nak pg mana?"
I throwed him my annoyed face
'God , please let it be smone hotter next time' haha

And when I finally met the escalator ,
I survived and walked to ayiesha
And u should see her face
menggelabah semacam okay!
Aku pn pg kat dia and asked "zul mana?"
She replied "belakang awak"
So I turned and saw him with 'a friend'
I throw a smiley face at him
And turned back infront and asked "sape lg sorang"
And she said "aryl la bodoh, aryl!"
Sorry , my right ear is not working well
so mcm , gelombang dia smpai lmbt sikit
And when I heard it right , I was like 'HAH?'
Omg Omg Omg hahah
Well , I can say hes hot : )

But then later , he went off with anthr friend of his
('Oh bye handsome') haha
Well so , we went down to Avenue K's BK
HAHA ramai gila bambus org ok?
*Faliq , Aizat , Musa, Fikri, Awis, Zarif, and so on* (perempuan tkde)
I was like "ha? Amanda tkde?"
And then we went in pastu monster mana tah dtg
hahaha Nadira lah!
pastu mcm 'Oh , tu la diorg'
And sudd , kitorang brpecah belah burai barai
sorang kino , sorang surau , papelah kan
So we went to kino
Pfft , masa tu jgk
Ada Bazly , Khairul , Nadzmi , Aunt Jas
I disappeared , (tanak jmpa diorg haha)
Aku mnyorok celahcelah shelf tu en
And there I was , beside me , a hot guy ,
Abt my age or whtvr I think ,
I was like looking at the books
Then he turned and look at me ,
And then to the book
haha HOT : D

Pastu nadira blah pg smbhyg kot ,
And then tnggl Ayiesha , Zul and I
kitorang blah pusingpusing
bnyk ok bdk hndsme
krja aku pd hr smlm , hnyalah snyum kpd mereka
haha : D
Pastu later on , we met them again (Fatihin , Izyan , Diyanah and Nadira)
Diorang kata guard kinokuniya tu stare people's asses : D haha
Aku pg menarinari dpn tu tunjuk bontot
hahaha lawak gila
We went to the strbcks at the park
sbb faheem tkde kat strbcks atas HAHA
And thre was SO many ppl I know
They were staring and smiling
I smiled back and so on

We (Amanda , Faliq , Kama , Nadira , Ayiesha , Zul , Ili Nadia *new friend*, Nadia) walked arnd the mall
well it was fun and dull ,
I told many stories to Ili Nadia
Not stories I mean , but secrets too
And she was laughing and laughing
haha , Shes great : )
And meen saw me somehow ,
But he didnt showed up
So we went to the park again ,
sddnly nmpk meen , I was like 'patah balik jom!'
But it was too late haha
But I survived
I hid behind a wall , haha
He didnt saw me , and I walked back to Nadira and Ayiesha (bdh sngt pg panggil meen)
Then he saw me hahahhahah
but he just smiled and do some sort of a funny face haha
He nvr failed to put on a smile on me en? : )

Kitorang gaduhgaduh oh , tktau nk pg mana
Dah la stop bnyk tmpt
Kena halau dgn guard bnyk kali okay! haha
Lawak gila bomba! Pastu tk stop manamana dah
We followed Nadira the so called ketua
And jalanjalanjalan , kat escalator
I saw a familiar face
And he smiled and wave
Hahah it was someone I know!
It was Aiman (Eman) ,
haha I smiled and waved back at him

Den dah ramai org balik ,
kitorang pg BK
yg kat atas pnya ,
buat bisingbising , pastu ada a couple of friends
selang dua meja kitorang
pndangpndang , pastu prmpuan tu bisikbisiik
aku jeling ah , mnggedik gilaaaa
pastu diorg mcm pasang lagu yg poyo and jiwang
I was like 'Ee , sape pasang lagu ni? Annoyingnya'
pastu ayiesha pi jerit "Ee , sape pnya phn tu? Bising aa"
I was like 'Ayiesha! bdhnya'
pastu org tu pndngpndng
annoying gila , zul dah tunduktunduk , bodoh btl
hahahaha , funny funny ,

pastu around 6.30 ,
aku balik , kaki dah menyerong mcm patah
hahaha , : )

Lost

Hahahahahahahhaha ?
Ceh over doh : )
Okayy , Im spitting my stories

I went to this one shop (19th Aug)
nk beli this one thing la en ,
I was with my mother ,
and then we went to the thing's side la en
I was checking out some stuff when two helpers of tht shop came to us
and one of them said "ah yea? can I help u?"
I was like "Hmm , whtvr" haha , seriously , I hv no mood
then the other guy was like laughing and smiling and looking at me
I was like 'okaaaay , whos dat freak?' , den baru aku seda
I used to like tht guy bfr HAHA and then ,
we (mum and I) talked to the guy who was consulting us
the other guy tu mcm tk hbshbs muncul kat situ senyumsenyum
I was like 'ee annying la pulak en?' den mcm nk byr tu en
my mum said "okay wait here , Im going to the bank"
so I stayed there dkt dpn cashier and kakak cashier tu snyum lebar kat aku
hahaha and so I smiled * tibatiba ada mood * , den kakak tu ckp kat the other guy yg asyik sibuk tu en
"haa , try aa skrg , aku suka nk tgk kau try skrg" and tht guy was saying smthng like "susah la , tanak tanak"
den I turned around and mcm buatbuat tgk brg padahal pndng dat guy
den he saw me , den dia snyum , snyum je la en , speechless ,
pstu tibatiba he walked to me and said "mmg suka pets eh?"
when I came to think of it , soalan tu mcm tk patut lngsng HHAHA
and then I said "hah ? tah biasa je"
and den he said "oh," pastu dia senyum den bla kat kakak cashier tu balik
den laki sorang lg yg help kita tu dtg , den pg kat diorg , den snyumsnyum gelakgelak
ANNYING SNGT KAN haha
pastu kakak tu mcm ckp "kau ni tahpapetah blablabla" tktau kat sape
den mama dtg nk byr en
abg tu ckp "bnyk shppng kak?" smthng like tht lah , which I dnt even care
pastu kakak tu bt muka mcm 'hekeleh saje je en kau'
haha I dnt knw wht they're up to

so thts it haha : )
u wont undrstnd , (cerita tk cmplete)
haha : D

Dirty Little Secret ?

Whore whore whore
Haha , as bad as I am ,
I dont expect one of my friend ,
would spit the same thing too : 0

Well , its not that little fr a secret ,
haha , I would take it as a big one
Bcs ,
Without trust , friendship is nothing ,
well thts what I heard ,
but I dont know what to believe
well , I chose not to believe
But hell , I dont care
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Psst , I cant stand tht kind of person ,
Well , not her , but her attitude
ITS PISSING ME OFF ,
and yes , I do mean it
and smtimes if you think I dont apologise ,
Its not that its me ,
but smtimes I think I dnt want to ,
useless apologies ,
Srry but its true , yea : )

Smtimes I wonder why people especially our bestfriends ,
expect us to be more kind , care , share secrets with them
Its not like we're going to be bstfrnds for , yea , forever
HAHAHAHA
Idntknow if ayiesha's going to read this ,
but its true ,
and I mean what I mean ,
MIHIKHIKHIKHIK

I dnt want to care ,
I dnt want to be there ,
I dnt want to forgive ,
I dnt want to forget ,
I dnt want to say sorry ,
I dnt want to be here ,
I dnt want to share ,
I dnt want to play ,
I dnt want to pay ,
I dnt want to say ,
I dnt want to change ,

Bcs thts who I am ,
And not even anyone ,
knows what I really do feel ,

Thts why people say this world is like a stage ,
everyone is acting , everythng is fake ,

Gudebai love : )