Guilt

Aku tau aku kena lupakan semua psl kau
Aku tau aku kena tngglkn semua bnda ni kat blkg
Aku tau ah semua

Tp aku tktau kalau aku sanggup ke tak
Aku tktau kalau aku boleh ke tak
Bukan sng
Tak sng lngsng

Aku ingt aku akan ok
Tp tak
Aku makin jd teruk
Sumpah

Nak ckp aku tk sanggup tnggu kau pn dah cukup sakit aa
Aku tk thn

Masa kau ada , tkde satu bnda pn yg bt aku ingt kat kau
Lps kau tkde mmg ah ,
Semua bnda pn bt aku ingt kat kau
Sakit hati tau ak
Sedih gila babi

Semua kata aku bodoh
Aku tau
Tp aku bt ada sbb
Tp aku tau kau tkkn accpt sbb aku tu
Semua org tkkn

Aku just nk kau tau
Kau bt hidup aku meaningful sngt
Thanks and sorry

Love ,
: )

J

I think Im regretting it
Day by day

I knw ,
Mcm bodoh
But ,
I just cant help it

I knw the guilt is there

I knw the regret is there too

I hate this feelings
I hate you

For entering my life
For being wiith me evry single night until 5 am last year
For being so nice
For taking my breath away
For destroying evrythng at once
For making me smile
For cheering me up

But thanks
I miss you so

I knw I shouldnt be saying this
But

I loved you once

: )

I knw I mayyyy broke your heart a lil bit
or not
But if you're me , I hate myself too
No doubt

But I need youu
You're a greaaaaaaat friend
And I so miss you

I hate this ,

I knw ,
It hurts me too

Telling you that ,

Im sorry <3
: )

Bkn kwn aku ke kwn aku ?

Ada ah

Sorang prmpn nii
Yg otak dia dah kena racun sama laki puki ni

She doesnt even caaaaare !
For the least of it , please do care

Mcm like , seriously
Its like you're giving evrythng to him
But he only wants nothing but lust
And he's not giving anythng to you

Aku mmg tknk ambik kisah
Sikit pn tknk
Bcs you're a nobody to me

But
Seeing you getting hurt
Especially by a guy like that
Mcm aku kena makan tikus mati bwh longkang tau ak

Bodoh
Dnt be a fool
Stop saying someone else a fool
But u didnt even bother to check your own foolness

Im not blaming tht guy sngt pn
Bcs he's right too
Dia pn rimas
We all can see tht
And stop giving reasons like
"I miss him so much !"

WhatthefuckdoIcare ?

Jgn aa malukan diri kau !
You can hit on a better guy

Bkn laki tkde neck tu
Bangang je lebih
Stop following him arnd ,
He's not cmfrtble

And reality check ,
Even if brp chapter baru pn korang nk bukak
If the ego is still there ,
Nothing will change
Nothing

Teruk

My life without you in it
Is not worth living it ,

HAHA

I swear that sometimes
I feel weak

Weak as in butterflies laa
Grrh

Maaan , he made evrythng seem so easy

: )

Td bdh btl
Masa tgh jalan jalan dgn dia

Ayum , Imrn , Hkl , Flq muncul kat blkg
Aku tgh calit calit Awis kot masa tuuu
Pastu Imrn ckp "eleh eleh , calit calit plk"
*smbl calit calit flq*

Imrn ckp "I love you syggg"
Flq "I love you too"
Imrn "I love you moreee"
Flq "I malu la uuu"


Sumpah bdh
hahaha
Hish annyg

I revealed my hair akhirnya
And semua mcm
"HAAAHH ! Asl straightttt ?"

Elydia annoyingly ckp
"You look better laa"
repeat bnyk kaliii

Aku pndg fthn dgn muka sedihh
"Selama ni aku teruk sngt ke ?"

Hahaha
Awis pn tk pcy , shocked laa
Dia dtg pn mcm mata tk blink blink
Ndr kecoh kecoh
"COMEL KAAAAAN ?"

First time dia mcm insist org ckp aku comel
hahahaha