Zaquan : )

Im so proud to be a malaysian , dude : D

Pfft , Hey baby
Tell you what ,
I'll take you for 100$ ?
Deal ? Sounds good
Haha

Itu mamat sngt hot : )
mcm kena sunning burning
haha , hariiiiiiiisssss

okay fine : D
haha

We celebrated Malaysia's 50th birthday today
It was okay , dull and lame
and please , I need my drugs
Shish

I knw smone with a hot butt
anyone interested? haha
call me : D

Mak kita kata kita kena proud jadi malaysian
Walaupn kita tk proud sngt
Tadi kita kibarkan bendera malaysia dgn penuh smngt
Rugi awak tkde masa tu
Kita dah jd anak merdeka kan?

Today en ,
kita main benderadera
main 'run run frm ayiesha' haha
nyanyi lagu buruh nelayan tuu
main 'learn how to shuffle' bdh haha
main dekatdekat kan kama and nadira
bersihkan kelas haha
senyum senyum dkt reza haha
awak main apa?
kita suka tngk awak happy
comel : )

oh td nmpk zul
haha dlm black car
turunkan tingkap
dah la mamat gelap ada kat belah kiri
tu yg pndng kanan
nmpk org bkk tngkp
pastu ada org misteri dlm cap babai
aku mcm 'wth? sapa tu?'
pastu lepas meniliti dgn btl
'Oh itu Zul!' haha
bngok jeeeh

He's weak without a weapon
Maybe he's a gay
Thats why : )

Crowd Fright : )

History ( 28th Aug )

Pfft ,

Buruh nelayan dan juga petani
Gaya hidup kini dah berubah
Anak anak terasuh mindanya
Lahir generasi bijak pandai

Tht song reminds me of tht day
AWW asshole

It was such a (so not) day to remeber
Please , kill me , please !
Haha

Pakar IT pakar ekonomi
Jaguh sukan dan juga jutawan
Berkereta jenama negara
Megah menyusur di jalan rayaaaa

Haha , please
It was so not funny
with our sweet and soft (I dnt believe it) voices
Haha

I saw him I saw him
He smiled at me , ohh : D
But dude , I can see evrybody's laughing
haha

People who laughed :
Aris
Bazly
Amirul
Gang Zafeeq
( tu je kot )

Haha sumpah nak bunuh

Alam siber teknologi terkini
Kejayaan semakin hampiri
Biar di kota ataupun desa
Kita semua pasti merasa bangga

Zati salah rukun negara pulak tu
trtinggal keluhuran dan perlembagaan
Haha : D

Aku menyenget kan badan , pndng awan
Haha , maluuuu
Goyang goyang bendera mcm bodoh
Kaki menggeletar setiap masa
haha , mcm fkcker yg tramat !
Dah la line dpn skali
Ish
Killl meee : O

Footballer ; )

Oh M G : )

Tell me who's the most attractive footballer?
haha

Hot Hot Burning Butt : )

He is so fcking hot : D
ahh , Im in the air ,
Floaaatinnngg haha ; )

Comel sngt , comel sngt
Dia main bolaa , fuhh
Melting depan surau tu jugak
Haha grr baby grr

Lisan ? : D

We had our lisan for bm
Pn Mastina said we could go fr a group
consists of 4 ppl, not more
Mg planned to do perbahasan abt
''The good and the bad of having a boyfrnd"
Hello , ofcrse its in bm ; )

Pembangkang
Nadira , Elydia

Penyokong ( or whtvr : D )
Ayiesha , Nadia

Haha , we had a laugh : )
Seriously , I thought we'd score at least a D hahhaha : O
But who knows ? hih

Yesterday I took out a test pad and wrote
the good of hving a byfrnd
So , guys , check this out haha : D

• Korang tidak akan rasa trpinggir jika kawan kawan korang ajak korang keluar, dan mereka hanya meluangkn masa dengan byfrnd diorg , siapakah yg korang akan berjalan dengan? (sorang haha) Siapakah yg anda akan brcakap dgn? (sorang lagi haha)
• Jika stress selepas hubungan yg lalu , tidak semestinya kita akan kecewa hingga ke akhir hayat , kita boleh berjumpa dgn sorang lelaki yg baru untuk melupakan kisah yg lama
• Boleh menemankn korang keluar jika kawan korang tidak boleh mengikut atau menemani korang ke sesuatu tmpt, siapa yg akan temankan korang jika tiada teman? Jika tiada org yg boleh? Apa akan jadi kalau tujuan korang ke tmpt tu penting?
• Korang boleh menjadi lebih matang dgn pngalaman yg korang dpt, sampai bilakah korang hendak bersikap kebudak-budakan?
• Boleh mnjimatkan wang ketika berbelanja di shppng mall, atau di wayang atau semasa makan, tnpa seorg byfrnd korang akan mmbazir wang dan boros, kan?
• Boleh mengurangkan rasa kesedihan yg korang alami , dan malah dia juga boleh melindungi korang jika korang diketawakan , atau diejek oleh musuh korang
• Menambahkn keceriaan dan mengurangkan stress dan masalah yang kita hadapi
• Kita akan lebih rasa disayangi dan mmpunyai tmpt meluahkan perasaan, selain bstfrnd, dia juga blh mnggntikan tmpt mereka jika mereka tiada dan kepada siapa lg yg korang boleh luahkan jika korang brgaduh dgn bstfrnd?
• Lebih selamat drpd kacauan mat rempit semasa keluar dgn dia , dan tidak akan berasa resah keluar berseorangan , tanpa seorang byfrnd, siapa yg nak lindungi korang? HAHA
• Tak semestinya kita mmbazirkan masa , kerana kita juga boleh pg brjogging dgn dia untuk mncergaskan minda dan tubuh badan , kita ( tidak akan / tidak pernah ) brjogging walaupn seminggu sekali tnpa seorg teman , betul?
• Setiap org ada personaliti diri yg tersendiri, tidak brmakna kita boleh trlibat hubungan sosial yg tidak baik kerana kita juga perlu mengenali dirinya trlebih dahulu
• Setiap hubungan tdk perlu terburu-buru , kita perlulah ada pendirian diri untuk memilih byfrnd yg sesuai , tidak mungkin hubungan akan tercetus jika korang hanya mengenalinya 3 hari yg lalu?
• Untuk menimba pengalaman untuk merasai apa yg rakan korang alami , tanpa mengetahui perasaan itu, kita mungkin akan ketinggalan dan tidak akan tahu bgaimana untuk mengorat lelaki pada masa akan datang

Hahahhaha everythng up there is almost everythng is true : D
haha kan kan kan ?
yea : )
Pn Mastina pon dah tk thn dgn kitorang haha
Tell me who doesnt? haha

Great Eastern

I went to great eastern yesterday
nak beli makanan hamster 'konon'
HAHA mmg la beli , but to check out tht guy jgk
but unluckily , he was not working on tht day : (
oh how sad , haha so we went to G floor
and I was dancing dancing bila dr jauh
I saw someone
quite familiar and I looked at him twice
then he saw me and smiled
haha It was him
Azizul , si mph guy ,
haha : D

Mama left me there
at the book fair
pastu aku masuk la , kinda panic mulamula
masukmasuk tgk semua buku bdk kecik
barbie , bratz , barney and so on
haha , I was like 'huh? mana buku lain'
pastu , I saw this one side di mana ada buku apa tah
pastu buatbuat tgk
pastu call nadira
untuk mengelak ke-panic-an
hahah : D

borak borak borak
pastu line putus
and so I continue looking at the books
tibatiba thres a guy pushing a trolley
and stop kat situ ,
haha dia snyum
lawak je haha : D

then da mcm beli one book ni ,
pg la kat mama ,
she said she's at the southern pottery
pg pg , dia tkde
call la , ada kat at home plk
pg la at home , pastu tnggu kat lua
haha pastu titibe ada dis one guy
jlnjln pndng aku jlnjln pndng aku
haha mcm tk puas hati
bnci gila

pastu mama klua
pastu turun G floor balik
lalu kat dpn azizul balik
I smiled
pastu dia poyopoyo snyum jgk
hahah mls nk lyn : D
pastu balik

Hey Babyy : )

Yesterday , was okay : D
yea , my brother dropped me off infrnt of Suria
so , I walked to the entrance lazily ,
and then the guard was like "jalan cepat sikit ye dik : )"
Ish I was annoyed but still , I walked on lazily though HAHA
Ayiesha called me for quite a few times (hell , shes annying)
lagi la tmbah ke-annoying-an aku
I ignored her calls and mssgs
Nak jalan dr the entrance to burger king was like 1 hour? haha
No , 20 mins I think
And when I was enjoying the walk
A guy , I mean , a whole lot of them
walked past me when one said "hey , nak pg mana?"
I throwed him my annoyed face
'God , please let it be smone hotter next time' haha

And when I finally met the escalator ,
I survived and walked to ayiesha
And u should see her face
menggelabah semacam okay!
Aku pn pg kat dia and asked "zul mana?"
She replied "belakang awak"
So I turned and saw him with 'a friend'
I throw a smiley face at him
And turned back infront and asked "sape lg sorang"
And she said "aryl la bodoh, aryl!"
Sorry , my right ear is not working well
so mcm , gelombang dia smpai lmbt sikit
And when I heard it right , I was like 'HAH?'
Omg Omg Omg hahah
Well , I can say hes hot : )

But then later , he went off with anthr friend of his
('Oh bye handsome') haha
Well so , we went down to Avenue K's BK
HAHA ramai gila bambus org ok?
*Faliq , Aizat , Musa, Fikri, Awis, Zarif, and so on* (perempuan tkde)
I was like "ha? Amanda tkde?"
And then we went in pastu monster mana tah dtg
hahaha Nadira lah!
pastu mcm 'Oh , tu la diorg'
And sudd , kitorang brpecah belah burai barai
sorang kino , sorang surau , papelah kan
So we went to kino
Pfft , masa tu jgk
Ada Bazly , Khairul , Nadzmi , Aunt Jas
I disappeared , (tanak jmpa diorg haha)
Aku mnyorok celahcelah shelf tu en
And there I was , beside me , a hot guy ,
Abt my age or whtvr I think ,
I was like looking at the books
Then he turned and look at me ,
And then to the book
haha HOT : D

Pastu nadira blah pg smbhyg kot ,
And then tnggl Ayiesha , Zul and I
kitorang blah pusingpusing
bnyk ok bdk hndsme
krja aku pd hr smlm , hnyalah snyum kpd mereka
haha : D
Pastu later on , we met them again (Fatihin , Izyan , Diyanah and Nadira)
Diorang kata guard kinokuniya tu stare people's asses : D haha
Aku pg menarinari dpn tu tunjuk bontot
hahaha lawak gila
We went to the strbcks at the park
sbb faheem tkde kat strbcks atas HAHA
And thre was SO many ppl I know
They were staring and smiling
I smiled back and so on

We (Amanda , Faliq , Kama , Nadira , Ayiesha , Zul , Ili Nadia *new friend*, Nadia) walked arnd the mall
well it was fun and dull ,
I told many stories to Ili Nadia
Not stories I mean , but secrets too
And she was laughing and laughing
haha , Shes great : )
And meen saw me somehow ,
But he didnt showed up
So we went to the park again ,
sddnly nmpk meen , I was like 'patah balik jom!'
But it was too late haha
But I survived
I hid behind a wall , haha
He didnt saw me , and I walked back to Nadira and Ayiesha (bdh sngt pg panggil meen)
Then he saw me hahahhahah
but he just smiled and do some sort of a funny face haha
He nvr failed to put on a smile on me en? : )

Kitorang gaduhgaduh oh , tktau nk pg mana
Dah la stop bnyk tmpt
Kena halau dgn guard bnyk kali okay! haha
Lawak gila bomba! Pastu tk stop manamana dah
We followed Nadira the so called ketua
And jalanjalanjalan , kat escalator
I saw a familiar face
And he smiled and wave
Hahah it was someone I know!
It was Aiman (Eman) ,
haha I smiled and waved back at him

Den dah ramai org balik ,
kitorang pg BK
yg kat atas pnya ,
buat bisingbising , pastu ada a couple of friends
selang dua meja kitorang
pndangpndang , pastu prmpuan tu bisikbisiik
aku jeling ah , mnggedik gilaaaa
pastu diorg mcm pasang lagu yg poyo and jiwang
I was like 'Ee , sape pasang lagu ni? Annoyingnya'
pastu ayiesha pi jerit "Ee , sape pnya phn tu? Bising aa"
I was like 'Ayiesha! bdhnya'
pastu org tu pndngpndng
annoying gila , zul dah tunduktunduk , bodoh btl
hahahaha , funny funny ,

pastu around 6.30 ,
aku balik , kaki dah menyerong mcm patah
hahaha , : )

Lost

Hahahahahahahhaha ?
Ceh over doh : )
Okayy , Im spitting my stories

I went to this one shop (19th Aug)
nk beli this one thing la en ,
I was with my mother ,
and then we went to the thing's side la en
I was checking out some stuff when two helpers of tht shop came to us
and one of them said "ah yea? can I help u?"
I was like "Hmm , whtvr" haha , seriously , I hv no mood
then the other guy was like laughing and smiling and looking at me
I was like 'okaaaay , whos dat freak?' , den baru aku seda
I used to like tht guy bfr HAHA and then ,
we (mum and I) talked to the guy who was consulting us
the other guy tu mcm tk hbshbs muncul kat situ senyumsenyum
I was like 'ee annying la pulak en?' den mcm nk byr tu en
my mum said "okay wait here , Im going to the bank"
so I stayed there dkt dpn cashier and kakak cashier tu snyum lebar kat aku
hahaha and so I smiled * tibatiba ada mood * , den kakak tu ckp kat the other guy yg asyik sibuk tu en
"haa , try aa skrg , aku suka nk tgk kau try skrg" and tht guy was saying smthng like "susah la , tanak tanak"
den I turned around and mcm buatbuat tgk brg padahal pndng dat guy
den he saw me , den dia snyum , snyum je la en , speechless ,
pstu tibatiba he walked to me and said "mmg suka pets eh?"
when I came to think of it , soalan tu mcm tk patut lngsng HHAHA
and then I said "hah ? tah biasa je"
and den he said "oh," pastu dia senyum den bla kat kakak cashier tu balik
den laki sorang lg yg help kita tu dtg , den pg kat diorg , den snyumsnyum gelakgelak
ANNYING SNGT KAN haha
pastu kakak tu mcm ckp "kau ni tahpapetah blablabla" tktau kat sape
den mama dtg nk byr en
abg tu ckp "bnyk shppng kak?" smthng like tht lah , which I dnt even care
pastu kakak tu bt muka mcm 'hekeleh saje je en kau'
haha I dnt knw wht they're up to

so thts it haha : )
u wont undrstnd , (cerita tk cmplete)
haha : D

Dirty Little Secret ?

Whore whore whore
Haha , as bad as I am ,
I dont expect one of my friend ,
would spit the same thing too : 0

Well , its not that little fr a secret ,
haha , I would take it as a big one
Bcs ,
Without trust , friendship is nothing ,
well thts what I heard ,
but I dont know what to believe
well , I chose not to believe
But hell , I dont care
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Psst , I cant stand tht kind of person ,
Well , not her , but her attitude
ITS PISSING ME OFF ,
and yes , I do mean it
and smtimes if you think I dont apologise ,
Its not that its me ,
but smtimes I think I dnt want to ,
useless apologies ,
Srry but its true , yea : )

Smtimes I wonder why people especially our bestfriends ,
expect us to be more kind , care , share secrets with them
Its not like we're going to be bstfrnds for , yea , forever
HAHAHAHA
Idntknow if ayiesha's going to read this ,
but its true ,
and I mean what I mean ,
MIHIKHIKHIKHIK

I dnt want to care ,
I dnt want to be there ,
I dnt want to forgive ,
I dnt want to forget ,
I dnt want to say sorry ,
I dnt want to be here ,
I dnt want to share ,
I dnt want to play ,
I dnt want to pay ,
I dnt want to say ,
I dnt want to change ,

Bcs thts who I am ,
And not even anyone ,
knows what I really do feel ,

Thts why people say this world is like a stage ,
everyone is acting , everythng is fake ,

Gudebai love : )

Oh Memories

Prik prik prik ,
Whre are u honey?
We're here , waiting
And now you've ran away ,
I misssss youuuuuuu : )

HAHA
Shut up , I know
I hate it when smone told me to shut up
*AYIESHA*
Thanks : ) haha
I hate u so much whore


hish , I miss being in tht class
I miss how my days are always briighten up by tht guy
I miss the memories
I miss those smiles
I miss the chaos
I miss tht day
I miss the whore
I miss tht paper
I miss his voice
I miss your calls
I miss my friends
I miss the frnt door
I miss piggy
I miss those airoplanes
I miss his face
I miss his hair
I miss his smell

Need I say more? or thts it?
Srry , haha

Oh yeaaaa , I remember the day tht was almost turns out to be such a chaos
I was pissed * by my agama and science paper marks , how amanda said he was strict , and tht whore pontianak mengandung tgh pantang bitch * and so I was not myself tht time only tht time : )
So I wrote on a piece of paper and said " pfft pfft pfft " haha
* I dnt wnt to be so obvious *
SO I paste it on the wall , the wall outside our temporary class
where anyone and everyone could see
And at first , I wrote his name , but I think twice
and rub it and wrote smthng else tht refers to him
and I leave it there ,
WHEN SUDDNLY
Our PE teacher asked us to line up outside
so we did but in a scattered-all-over-the-place kinda line up
and she was blabla-ing smthng tht I dnt give a hell abt
Sddnly , his class went outside to go smwhre * I think *
and thres this one girl went there and read tht paper out loud
when he who I mention was at the front door and heard abt it and went there
And thts when Amanda called me when I heard " bla aa wei "
I was like 'asal mcm kenal ayat tu?' , so I turned and without a chance to see who's there,
Amanda take me to the staircase and ran downstairs and was like "OMG OMG DIA BACA DIA BACA"
I was so scared I was so scared I was so scared
Serious shit , it was not funny
And suddnly Ayiesha ran dwnstairs and said things like
"OMG dia baca and dia pndng kita mcm nk mkn awk tau, nnt dia ingt kita yg tulis semua tu, kita taknakk, awk pnya salah laa"
And let me ask u smthng 'wht the hell is wrong to cover yr bstfrnd's mistake?'
OK so whtvr , I didnt care anywy and ran back upstairs , and thre was nobody
and Ayiesha startd saying , oh yea , more like shouting , the same thing outside the class
when sddnly he walked out of the class with his two friends
and he looked at me straight in the eye
and hell wht do I hv to do?
I stared back and tried to said smthng to ayiesha
but words didnt came out
not a single fcking thing
and at last , she stopped and turn and walk back in the class
* and I think thts when she realised there's him at the back *
I said nothing and walked behind her
I was panic all day long
Started to think tht he would strangle or murder me?
HAHA but he did nothing
And blame the wrong person
tht is also one of my best-whore-friend

HELL , it was so scary : )