F1 and brother

Im participating in a Formula 1 Competition

With Hong Wen , Nadira , Zureen and Nazreen



AND IM THE GRAPHIC DESIGNER
AND I DONT KNOW A FUCK ON WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO (!)

Im sorry ,
Im dead bored
I camwhore-d a few minutes ago

I know
Dont look at me like that (!)




Im so tireddddddddd
Tomorrow will be more tiring

Bcs there will be

School
And then stay back until 4 for that F1 thing
Go back home , 5.30 history tuition with Amir
Until 7
Rest rest ,
9 until 10
Chemistry class with Razazu

MAAAAAAAAAAAMIIIIIIIIII : (

I dont feel like studying anymoreeeeeeeeeeee
I DONT LIKE IT
I HATE IT



OK OK
Dont give me that look
You make me feel so bad




Hahahahah
OK IM OFFICIALLY THE MOST ANNOYING PERSON IN THE WORLD



Heheheheh
I want to be as fair as this
Dont I look like a vampire to you ?
Hahahahahah



My brother sent us a picture of him
He's currently roaming around Rome
Haha ok annyg
No , he's annyg-er
Bcs he gets to travel eventhough he's sitting for an exam in 2 weeks time
Arse holeeeeeeeee -_-
Oh so the picture ,
Hahah
Mama said that his face looks thinner
I dont think so
Its just bcs he's doing the pout -_-




Seeeeee ,
My face looks thinner right ?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk tak : (


Fineeeeeeee ,
Atleast Nadira thinks that this is sexy
Hahahahahahahahahah

Father And Daughter

Yesterday
My dad scolded me abt smthng
It was just a small thing

I was ok

I went upstairs and grabbed the newspaper
And read abt the 18 years old girl
She's an actress and had to go to NS
She actually cried ?
And made a big deal out of it

OK whatever
Haha tkde kena mngena

So I lie down on the bed
I swore I would have snore off any minute
When suddenly my grandmother grabbed my shoulders
And looked at my face

G = "Nangis ke ?"
N = "Heh takdelah"
G = "Babah tu bkn apaaaaa , dia tegur je tu , atuk pn selalu marah nenek jugak"
N = "( Buat muka )"

She walked away
Then came my maid

M = "Nenek cakap anaknya tknk rapat dgn bapaknya , tp bapaknya ini kalau baru mahu rapat
sudah marah marah"

Eventhough her words are all twisted , I knw what she meant by that
Hahah
I ddnt know why , but when she said that I cried

M = "Dik kenapa dik , adik ni tak rapat pn dgn babah , tak macam org org lain"
N = "Sape org lain ?"
M = "Mcm auntie zurina (nxt door nghbr) , anith , amalina semua peluk peluk bapaknya , cucuk
cucuk perut bapaknya , peluk dr blkg , peluk dr depan , tp adik ni , nak ckp dgn babah pn
takmau , bila bapaknya kat bawah , anaknya kat atas , bila bapaknya naik atas , anaknya
turun bawah"

I think what she said is almost all true ?
I think she just discovered a new reason for me to cry some more
Hahahahaha

Emotional me
Emotional month
GO AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I need no emo

Sucks To Be You

I know what they'd think of me

1 ) Gediknyewww dia
2 ) Pasal tu je kot , tahpape gila
3 ) She's very childish
4 ) Over je dia tu
5 ) Now she's annoying

I knowwwwwwwwwwwww I know
But Im not childish / gedik / over / annyg
Ok ok maybe I am a little annoying

Here's the real story

Character(s)
(Bukan nama sebenar)

F = Fila
M = Marke
N = ( This is me )
Y = Yracs


I was sitting next to F
Doing my work
I wanted to borrow his ruler
But annygly , he gave me his LK ruler
Which is big and long
So I was like

N = "Eee yg kecik tkde keeeeeeee ?"
F = "Tkde laaa , pinjam la Y ,"
N = "Eh taknak taknakkkkkkkk , takut laaaa"
F = "Apa kau niii ?"
N = "Taknak laaa takyahhh , takut la dia"

And he dumbly , thought that I actually like Y
He was teasing me non stop
But I couldnt care less

When suddenly , M came to our table
F told M that I like Y
M , being him , he was so over

M took my locker key and purposely dropped it next to where Y sits
And asked Y to pick it up for him
So Y did

I was like "Whatever"

M = "Wooohhh nadiaaa kau suka la kan Y dah pgg ni"

He repeated that sentence like over and over again
And Y was just next to him
How stupid can he be ?

And again ,
He took my pencil and dropped it next to Y
And asked him to pick it up

I know Y heard all of it
Dia mesti ingt aku bodoh ke apa haa
Mengada ke nak suruh dia angkat angkat semua

Being me , I walked out of the class
I couldnt stand it

When I walked back into the class
Everyone was paying attention
Bcs our chemistry teacher was teaching
Then M shouted from the back

M = "Hoii marah nampak org depan tuuu"

I was like "WTF IS YR PRBLM ?!"
But I didnt burst

I sat down infront
And he said smthng to me
But I didnt notice
I was already in tears

You wouldnt know
I didnt like being humiliated
I mean , it feels like that
For something that is not even true
And infront of that person

I mean , come onnnnnnn
If I say I dnt like it , dnt do it

And plus
Dont do it when its that time of the month for me

Kids -_-

"What was my childhood like ?"
= No , I dont remember

Yesterday ,
I sat down with my maid
Who've been taking care of me for 15 years now
She recalled some of my childhood memories

Back then ,
I didnt like green veges
I prefer carrots , tomatoes and such
When we had dinner , my dad would force me to eat it all up
But I secretly hid it all under my chair

When I was 5
I had a super massive crush on my front door neighbour
Who was 7 years older ?
I even saw him taking his shower once -_-
I told my maid that Im gonna marry him someday
I even told her ambitiously , that I have 10 boyfriend(s) in school

Hahaha


When I had fevers
My mum would buy me tons of sweets
Bcs she knows that that would make me feel better

When I had to wake up early to go Children's Cottage
I purposely ignore my maid waking me up and purposely taking a very longggg shower
Bcs I prefer having to go to my kindergarten with my mum
Rather than going with my Uncle Van
So that I can buy Crunchies at Seven Eleven on my way there


I knew I was very cute back then
HAHAHAHAHA
Bcs I remember all the compliments I would receive
When I accompany my mother to her office , facial day , or whtvr
Hahaha yeahhh

And when I accompany my maid to buy groceries
That mamak guy would always give me two or three candies
He'd say all the cute things to me
Hahahahah -_-

AND

There's this mamak who sells roti and all the junk food(s)
He would come to my neighbourhood all night at 9
And he would love to carry me arnd
When my maid was buying some buns
And he would let me choose few of the junk food(s)


Homaigoddd
I would never forget that I was once a "Spice Girls #1 Fannn"
No , like seriously
My neighbour even bought all their albums and live concert dvd
I knowww
I would go to her house and watch it
Eventhough I dnt really like her
Hahahaha and she wouldnt let me go home
Not until we watched all the spice girls cd(s)


Theres this couple living next door to my house
Evrytime when they came home from work
They'd buy me a cadbury chocolate bar


Yearss back
I'd go to my neighbour's house
For Al-Quran Class
She taught me , Fini , Didi and Nina
And thats when I met Hanifa
He is sooooooooooooo cute
Back then
Hahahahahahah -_-

He's veryyy fairrrrrrrrr
You know I cant resist guys with fair skin
Haha
And his cheeks are like
Pink all the time
Hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hahahah

Once , I was lining up beside him
He looked at me
And made a very scary face
Ridiculous I tell you
I couldnt help myself
I burst out and laughed a little too loudly
And was scolded by my tutor
I went home with a bruise mark on the palm of my hand


When I was little
I wouldnt let my parents took a picture tgthr
Bcs stupidly , I would get so jealous
And everytime they want to take a picture tgthr
I would run up to them and stand infront of the camera


Wayyyy back when I was 7
I thought having scars and bruises on our legs was a cool thing
And I would purposely run so clumsily
Just to fall down and get a scratch

Now
I regret having to do that
Bcs those mark(s) wont go away
Hahaha -_-


How extremely annoying can I get ?

Fraud

(THIS IS NOT A " RUSH OF EMOTIONS " POST)

Im backing off
Im letting go





Im dead serious -_-


I've spent like 35 minutes
To make my decision

And this is final ,
Hahaha


Im unleashing this feeling
Im letting it go
Bcs its not at all worth my time

This feeling is not helping
It makes me look - - - - - stupid ?

In this kinda situation ,
I think Im not a risk-taker
Im going to stick to myself
And survive

I dnt want to lose control
I dnt want to lose my friends
I dnt want to hurt my own feeling

That sounds so stupid , yesss , stupid

My decision is final
Im going to take a step away from it all
No matter how strong the feeling may be
Im backing off