Bullshit Talk

I started losing respect to a guy is when
He started crying infront of me

Haha
Seriously ,
I know
They have feelings too
They can cry it out too
But don't ever do it infront of a girl
Please ?
Hahah

I respect if he cried for something more reasonable
I do

But if its bcs of a girl

Damn , you're weak


"Be a man"
"Do the right thing"

Hahah

How Low Am I ?

He didnt have to tell me that
He didnt have to tell people Im stupid

He never guided me in anything
Except for religious thingy
Then why shouldnt I be blaming on him ?

I asked him things
But
He dont even know the answer(s) to it

Isnt that just a waste of my time ?

He only knows how to talk
But does he know what he talks about ?

Blabber there blabber here
Fuck You

BABI KAU LA
Sihal betul

Dnt under estimate me
Never

Bcs I knw
That someday I will prove you wrong

In your face , dipshit (!)

Why do they only remember the bad of us
And said it like twice a day ( or an hour )
When the best of us ,
They only say it once
In a year ?



I wouldnt want to do that to my children
Bless them *

I thought I am

Im tired of making everyone else happy
Im tired of sacrificing in silence

What do they know ?

They said I've never forfeit
I've never sacrificed even for a short while of time

You know what I've sacrificed for ?
For saying ' YES ' for the first time
You never knew that

You acted as if I was as happy as you are
I dnt even know if you noticed that

Am sorry
I knew I shouldnt be doing this

I thought I was ok with my own decision
But I never did

2 or 3 years back ,
I never said NO
I didnt have the courage to break a growing hope
I didnt want to start a gloomy day
I wouldnt want to see a frown on a face

Or even lose , the feeling of being a friend


I never knew 'NO' was so hard to say
But a 'YES' would definitely change my day


I never said I was never happy back then
Or even now

But I admitted
On a scale of 10
My happiness was only at 5


Im sorry love ,
<3

I talk , I dont listen

I dnt knw how to tell you this
But
Thts jst who I am , really

U knw how I express the words
Its always overrated
I let all out when they asked
Its my fault I kept it to myself

I shld have told u myself
But its jst hard

Bcs u take it too hard
And to yr heart
U dnt take things in the good way
The bad alwys comes first
The good came in second

Im srry if its too harsh fr u
: )

Jgn aa

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