I thought I am

Im tired of making everyone else happy
Im tired of sacrificing in silence

What do they know ?

They said I've never forfeit
I've never sacrificed even for a short while of time

You know what I've sacrificed for ?
For saying ' YES ' for the first time
You never knew that

You acted as if I was as happy as you are
I dnt even know if you noticed that

Am sorry
I knew I shouldnt be doing this

I thought I was ok with my own decision
But I never did

2 or 3 years back ,
I never said NO
I didnt have the courage to break a growing hope
I didnt want to start a gloomy day
I wouldnt want to see a frown on a face

Or even lose , the feeling of being a friend


I never knew 'NO' was so hard to say
But a 'YES' would definitely change my day


I never said I was never happy back then
Or even now

But I admitted
On a scale of 10
My happiness was only at 5


Im sorry love ,
<3