And Yeah ,

Don't insist on a second chance
Or even the last one

When you've screwed it all up on the first one

Hah , I hate excuses
I hate stupid reasons

Can I ask you guys something ?
Yeahhh ,

Haha

Why ,
When guys wanted to flirt on a girl
They wouldnt mess anything up
They would find any ways to make it up
They would risk on anything
And even troubled themselves trying

But once they've got the girl
They would be like "lantak dia ah , asalkan aku dh dpt"
And they started to show their egos

First , it was all so sweet
And the girl absolutely thought that that sweet would last
But months after months ,
Things would change
Haha

And when the girl finally started to get bored over him
He would try to search for sympathies
And even stupid reasons
Until they go all unreasonable
And started to say things like
"Take me back , give me one last chance"

Im bored
I really am

I've heard that stupid sentence like ,
A million times already
HAH

-_-
Bye

Bullshit Talk

I started losing respect to a guy is when
He started crying infront of me

Haha
Seriously ,
I know
They have feelings too
They can cry it out too
But don't ever do it infront of a girl
Please ?
Hahah

I respect if he cried for something more reasonable
I do

But if its bcs of a girl

Damn , you're weak


"Be a man"
"Do the right thing"

Hahah

How Low Am I ?

He didnt have to tell me that
He didnt have to tell people Im stupid

He never guided me in anything
Except for religious thingy
Then why shouldnt I be blaming on him ?

I asked him things
But
He dont even know the answer(s) to it

Isnt that just a waste of my time ?

He only knows how to talk
But does he know what he talks about ?

Blabber there blabber here
Fuck You

BABI KAU LA
Sihal betul

Dnt under estimate me
Never

Bcs I knw
That someday I will prove you wrong

In your face , dipshit (!)

Why do they only remember the bad of us
And said it like twice a day ( or an hour )
When the best of us ,
They only say it once
In a year ?



I wouldnt want to do that to my children
Bless them *

I thought I am

Im tired of making everyone else happy
Im tired of sacrificing in silence

What do they know ?

They said I've never forfeit
I've never sacrificed even for a short while of time

You know what I've sacrificed for ?
For saying ' YES ' for the first time
You never knew that

You acted as if I was as happy as you are
I dnt even know if you noticed that

Am sorry
I knew I shouldnt be doing this

I thought I was ok with my own decision
But I never did

2 or 3 years back ,
I never said NO
I didnt have the courage to break a growing hope
I didnt want to start a gloomy day
I wouldnt want to see a frown on a face

Or even lose , the feeling of being a friend


I never knew 'NO' was so hard to say
But a 'YES' would definitely change my day


I never said I was never happy back then
Or even now

But I admitted
On a scale of 10
My happiness was only at 5


Im sorry love ,
<3