Those Days

I missed them :

• Shamil
• tht guy who used to talk to me abt evrythng last year

Why do we hv to lose the person we put too much hopes and trust on very quickly? Whts the sin of us to feel happy and comfrtable all the time? I hope they were still by my side eventhough theyre not here anymre , I hope Allah made my prayers come true and blessed Shamil with love frm us down here , whrever he is now , I knw tht hes happy as he is always happy down here.

Shamil

Hes the one who lit the light to my dark and empty world , he shared his dreams like no other did.
He lift up my hopes to be alive until this very day , hes the only guy I know whos sincere and nvr made me feel used.
He listens to all my prblms and burdens and help me to find a way to solve it he nvr told me to 'shut up' ,
but I knw no one would do tht but he nvr feel bored to listen and he always keeps me feel safe in evry other ways.
He checked on me if I didnt msg him fr a day or two , just to make sure I said the word "Im fine" , hw I wished he
was still here , I missed his words and voice , I missed those calls and advices , I missed those stories and tales ,
I missed the laughter and snort , I missed how he made me laugh , I missed him a lot. Who can ever replace him?
No one I knew ever said or do anythng similar to wht he did , and now I nvr frget to thnked Allah fr wht he gave me
all this while I nvr really appreciate it.





*F

Hes the laugh I had last year , I only needed him evryday at schl to make my days perfect , but as he grew more mature
hes not anymre the same as last year , not anymre the guy I knew whos funny and easy to talk to last year . He told me
almost evrythng abt his prblms and stuff , he nvr failed to put a smile on me , even a small grin , but now it doesnt feels
the same eventhough smtimes he does make me happy but not with a big smile on my face . Jealousy , Farah? Wth do I care?
No , Im not jealous.

* Tell me what makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die

Srry , I knw its not the same but some words in it makes me annoyed HAHA Last year , we used to hv some good times together , after school , and the conversation we used to had , u met me at schl , and accompany me whrever I go , and talk abt things tht happend, one of yr friend said u used to like me last year fr as long as u knw me , I can see tht , u tried to tell but u cover it up with lies , why? Its not tht bad , but hey I miss u , I mean the old u. : )