18 May 2007
HAHA : )
I take my mum's word to be a rckstar pilot one day she said tht if I ever get to achieve this stupid ambition of mine she'd do anythng to make me happy [hw I wish it would hppn :)] I always tell my mum wht I wntd to do when I grow up and she always said with her *whtvr tone tht "dreams are free" and thres this one time when I told her tht I will be renting fr a husband and not to marry them fr satisfaction and she laughed it loud [Its truee, Im renting one! Haha] I always screamed to my maid to make me smthng to eat and I jst cant seem to do it myself [like evryone said "kau mmg pemalass"] Its just too bad bcs thts wht I am but hey Im nt always lazy I often get bullied with my two annoying siblings who just cant stop to list their needs fr me to do [Im so unlucky] I always wnted a brthr who hv this one cute face like *F :) I hope so too and my parents alwys said tht they'll try as long as I act a lil bit mature [ HAHA ] Im so free when Im the only person left in the house thts when Ill strtd to be highhh and run around the house with my slippers up and scream scream scream I smtimes get complains too but I jst dnt care wht they hv to say bcs smtimes they annoy me too [too bad huh? ;)]
I screamed a lot [and I cant seem to frget my routine evryday in frm 1; masukmasuk kelas terus larilari jerit mcm pontianak] and I changed to be innocent infrnt of adults [pretender gila :D] Im srry to be the friend who doesnt knw how to ask why are u crying whn u are crying haha Im nt tht type of person who cares fr evrythng tht hppns arnd me bcs I knw wht I feel when Im sad I would be like "go awayyy! I need to be alone!" HAHA I dnt care wht ppl said bcs I knw tht theres no one perfect kn? And I do knw tht I always talk bad abt them too HAHA Thts a habit so I cant avoid it evryday in my daily life [sajee je :D] I love to make faces and tease arnd abt hw they talk and stuffs and I love to irritate ppl by copying the way they talk, walk infrnt of them and they woukd give me a *bitch! look haha Its fun to live life with no boundaries and u can do anythng as u evr wished to do
I nvr frget my bestest friend tht is, Shamil the guy who hv been thre fr me all through my darkest and brightest day and I nvr frgt to pray fr his soul to be blessed and I wish tht I can die to be with him too :) I really do miss him yea like thosee days, theres alwys someone who can talk to me without being such a coward like some of them do and I can spit whtvr I want to and he would alwys be there even though Ive been mad at him a few times :) I love u bestfrnd