Muntahhhik

Homaigodddddddddd -_-

I read my own previous post
And puked : O

No , honestly

What was I thinking ? Goddammit (!)


I feel like killing myself
For writing that post

I need to wake up nowwww
Theres a thousand of guys more out there
He's not the only one

AND HE'S NOT EVEN WORTH IT

No noooohhh (!)

Im not emo
But atleast yesterday I was
Haha

Tell Me If You Puke

I brought myself
To the place where I knew
I would recall everything and would bring me down

I dont like it

I almost cried
But its not gonna happen
Not in front of them

They would say Im stupid
They would say " Just move on "
They would say " You're so over , Its over already "
They would say " Thats it ? And you're crying over that ? "

Hahah
It happens

I recalled everything from that less than a 30 min trip
From the way you looked at me
When I didnt even want to turn up bcs Im such a shy person
Hahaha
The way you talked to me
And tried to cheer me up when I was still sleepy
From the late night sleep I had bcs of the late night chat we had

I even missed the things you whispered in my ears
And the things you said on the escalator

Surprisingly , I even missed you saying "chibasu besa"
Hahahah
You freaky little man you -_-

Haha yeah
Things were different back then


I dont like how it ends up to be
Where I left you for something that is not worth to get

I knew you were different
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Hah ,
Its okay

Like they always say
It happens for a reason
And there might be a good thing abt wht hppnd