Nikolai-h

Shemua Shedap

2009-09-21T03:46:00.002+08:00

What a waste eh ?

It took us a month to lose 2kg

But

We gained double of that kg

In one day

Oh geretttttttt -_-

AND

This is just the beginning of it

Today , we had

Baked Macaroni

Spaghetti

Laksa Penang

Laksa Johor

Brownies

Ketupat

Kuah kacang

Lemang

MHMMMMMMMM the pleasureeee

: )

In Denial

2009-06-29T17:21:00.011+08:00

I want to tell you a story

First , please have a sit
PLEASE

Bcs this story Im abt to tell you
Might cause some heart attacks / broken butt
Or your eyes might even go b l i n d by the end of this post
Hahaha
NO , ITS NOT FUNNY

Haha ok
Lets start this post

I cant seem to remember how I looked like for the past year(s)
I do but just the little bits of it

I cant imagine how fat and chubby I was
Yes ,
FAT AND CHUBBYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Not that Im so skinny now
But I can see how much differences there was

HAHAHAHAHA

I bet
You'll think the same as I did

I knowwwwwwwww
I ate a lotttttt
So fattttttttt
So chubbyyy
So montelllll

Want to add some more ? Hah

My very own 'sw33tgUrlzz' year

My dad is so lame too
I know
Hahahaha

Hahaha that hair reminded me of the my first day
Orientation day
Went to the school
But no one knows me
Staring at me weirdly
With the pinafore I had on
Hahahahaha

Even Nadira stares at me weirdly
Stupid , isnt she ?

And Loga even warned me not to go to school with that hair
Not even in school yet ,
I got a warning from that teacher
Hahah

Im speechless

Yes , very speechless

I've been to their convocation day

I HATE THAT PINK TEDDY
So -------------------

I eeeeaaaattttt a lottttttttttttttttt
I've been warned
But never listened

What abt Raya Years ?
( Erghhh , frgt abt it )

'04
'05

'06
'07
'o8

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Sumpah every year berbezaaaaaaaa
Hahah mcm banganggg -_-

Aaaaa , this is '07
Homaigod , fringe potong sendiri
Yg mcm bodoh

Ni tak hingat bila ,
'07 kot ?
Eh 8 kot
Tahhhhhhhh
Tak tak 7 hahaha

Hahahah masa form 1
Serioussssssssssssly ?
THAT FUGLY ?

Ni pn ,
Gedik nak mampus

NI LAGI LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Nak kena bunuhhhhh
Ni drjh 6
Haha
"Syanad"'s year
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

I told youuuuu ,
Im a monster when it comes to spaghetti(s)
Especially carbonara
Hahaha
Drjh 5 tuuuuu

Anthr sw3eTgUrrlzzzz memory
Hahah
Dulu suka sngt tngkp gamba dgn lutut
Idk whyyyyyyyyy

Si buruk pada tgh malam
Hahahah

Buruknya Nadiaaaaaa
Hahaha
Dah la comot
-_-
Disasterrrzz

Thts my old cat
Dah mati

Birthday mama ke apa tah ?
BAPAK HORROR : O

Ni last year
Poyo ok

Ni pn last year
Hahahah
Babah punya glasses masa muda
And when I asked him
He was all like "Eehhh , sape punya tu ? Teruk btl rupa"

Hahah annyg
Tak seda ke dr dulu ?
Phishhh -_-

Well
This year doesnt look any better
I looked all the same
FAT AND FUGLYY

Please , I dnt want that chubby statement on me
Hahahahahaha
Am I in denial ?

Whtvr

" I really can accept insults "

2009-06-23T19:40:00.002+08:00

I mean it
: )

But some are just a little bit too much

Yes , my forehead is wide ?
Yes , my head is a little too big
Yes , I do have bald spots
Yes , I sometimes act a little like a retard
Yes , Im not that smart
Yes , Im that short
Yes , I laugh weirdly
Yes , my skin is so grosssssss

I can accept all that
But still ,
Being a girl ,
Not all insults can be digested properly

I know you wont get me
You never do

Well people ,
Goodbye for now

XXXOOXOXOXOXOX
KISSHYYY KISSHYYYY MUAHHHXXXZZZ : O

When It Strikes

2009-06-23T19:29:00.005+08:00

Isnt it stupid ?
Yesterday ,
You were like so obsessed
Observing his every move
Even to every single girl he would talk to

But

When tomorrow ,
He comes searching for you
He was like an ignorant

And the next thing we know
You're obsessing for another guy

Stupid , isnt it ?

: O

Slightly

2009-06-23T18:17:00.003+08:00

Someone asked me
"Would it be possible to fall for your bestfriend ?"

I was like
"Aaaaaaaaaa ?"
Hahahah

Honestly saying
I dont know

It might be possible
BUT ITS IMPOSSIBLE (!)

I think its possible
But its gonna feel so weird
So avoid it

If you can

Wawancara

2009-05-20T22:33:00.002+08:00

Which do you prefer ?

A) Long Distance Relationship, or
B) Long Term Relationship ?

I'd sayyyyyyyyy = A
Hahaha

I dont like long term thingy -_-

What do you mean by long distance relationship , exactly ?

I'd sayyy ,
Its when you're in a relationship with a person who's on boarding schl
Smwhr in Kelantan , Kedah , Thailand or they're living out of KL
And its hard for them to see each other that often
I'd prefer long distance rltnshp more bcs I dnt like having to see him almost evryday or week , for me , it'll get boring lagi lagi kalau laki tu dah mmg boring ?
And I like the fact that its hard to contact each other
Hahah ok ok tak -_-----

And what abt long term relationship ?

Aaaa , mcm cpl dgn laki tu sampai lebam ? -_- 2 to 3 years ? 5 years max ?
I dnt knw , I just knw that I dnt like it ,
Bcs basically , you'll be messaging the same guy evry nght talking abt ,
Mainly the same topic evry day
And the best part when it gets boring is , you tend to search for the reason to start a fight ,
to start breaking hearts , I know , its boring
Dnt you think its boring sticking to one guy for more than a year ?
I mean , no offense but ,
For me , it is boringggggggggg , unless Im married to him , yes
Helloooo , we're teenagers ,
Experience evrythng now , bfr its toooo late
And if its too late , you'll be old and drooling watching over your daughter's hot boyfriend
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA and starts to think
"Why did I chose ---- ? WHYYYY ?! He's FUGLAYYHHH (!)"

It Helps (!)

2009-05-20T22:28:00.002+08:00

Ok
This might be the lamest post I'll ever post
Butttttttt

If you think you're arnd the age of 15 to 17
Click it ;
http://koleksisoalan.blogspot.com

You'll thank me for this
One day
Even if you're still laughing of my lame-ness
ASSHOLE

I Mean No Harm ?

2009-05-12T00:31:00.003+08:00

I dont know why I hate them , but I just do

You can ask that Chicken Whore too ,
She hates them as well

They're like bitchier than the bitches we already have in school
I meannnnnnnnn , like seriously
One glance on their faces ,
You'll know right away that they're bitches

OK OK
I might be overly exaggerating everything

Do you know the kind who dresses bitchily for nothing ?
Who wants to show every skin they've got ?
Well , thats them
A guy commented on her boobs , he said it looks bigger
And all she's got to say is "Nortiinnyew uuu niew ..... huahuahua"

I mean ,
For god's sake (!)
And you go blaming the guy if he takes advantage on you ?
Sick minded people -_-

I dont care if they wear short shorts
Or sleeveless shirts or whtvr

But taking I-think-Im-hot-and-sexy pictures
And posting it on myspace
-_- No wayyy man ,

Hahahahha

Im ok having them arnd
But just for the first few weeks

The hate suddenly overflowed
HAHAHAHA

Can you imagine someone not hating you when
You're new and rolled your eyes when someone smiles at you ?
Hahahaha
I can

XOXO bitches

SICKO

2009-05-12T00:15:00.002+08:00

I remember people saying Im strong when I cried so bad
Now ,
Im starting to believe what they said
I think its true
I am strong
Hahahahahahahahahaha

Maybe I am

Remember abt that guy ?
The one that made me cry ?
NOOOOOO , not that one
Ohhh nvr mind

// But if you know
I've moved on
Like totally forgetting evrythng
Putting evrythng away
YES
Hahaha

Do you know whats yr resolution this year ?
Well I do ,
I mean not yours but mine
Haha

I want to be the person my parents wants me to be

Well
They dont want me to have any relationship(s)
Not before I passed my SPM

Haha well I agreeeeee
I want to have memories that I'll look on to for the next 10 years ahead
I want to have all the fun
I want to know everyone
I want to include my bestfriend(S) in my every moment of life

I dont want to have relationship
Because I think its wasting my time
And it'll make me regret later on

Do you know why they have relationships ?
I mean , do you know whats the reason they gave ?

They said that by doing this
By having this relationship(s)
They'll know what type of guy suits them best

WELL
Im satisfied with the relationship(s) that I had
And I think I know exactly what type of guy suits me best

Hahahahhaahhhahhahahahaha
Bitch -_-

One Two , You Suck (!)

2009-04-29T22:57:00.002+08:00

I hateeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuu
Hahah

In form 1 and 2 ,
I've joined Emerald's marching team
Andddd they rock
They know how to handle us
How to train us so well that we actually won first place for it

I respect them ( the commanders ) for that : D

No , seriously

The reason Im telling all of this is bcs
Recently ,
We foolishly joined the pbsm marching team for some useless competition
We thought that it wld be fun

But it was like falling into a deep dark hell hole ,
Hahahahah ( Yes , Im exaggerating )

At first ,
It was ok

Being scolded
Being shouted
Who really cares ?

BUT

Today was sooooo out of the story
They treated us like a bunch of 10 years experienced armies
We were all girls
And a mean monster-like chif/chip

He forced us to do pumping(s)
For as many times as he likes
Evrytime we accidentally do a little mistake

And we were forced to do pumping(s)
On the tar road
With all the tiny and sharp pebbles
-_-

I can feel like the tiny stones are tearing my skin
Hahahah

Like fucking seriously ,

And the guys team are all doing it so happily
Marching with laughter
Commanded by Hong Wen

They didnt even have to do PUMPINGS OK (!)
We're girls for god's sake
And while we're doing all of this
The guys are all enjoying their moments ?
Laughing on how they suck at marching -_-
Its not funny

And I think we did thousand times better than them ok
I mean , I am positively 100% sure of that
But they treated us like ---------
Im already speechless

We got all the bruises
And the bloody pain

And what he is doing now is actually illegal
YOU SUCK (!)

I dnt care if you're like a lifesaver to Pn J or that school ,
Just dont come near us , you shitty shit baldy (!)

It'd be so much fun without him

I think basically ,
If you want us to stop whining and do as you say
What if you put us under the shade away from the sun
Just like what the St Jhn Ambulance are doing

Treat us nicely
Takyah aa over sngt sampai semua org balik nangis nangis -_-

I mean ,
Look at Emerald
We were good bcs they dnt torture us until we get sunburn
They torture us under the sun just for a little while
And then we were back under the shade

Bcs they know
That when it gets hot
And we all are sweating
We'll lose the energy
And gets all whiny

I mean ,
We wont get any better if you keep telling us to do pumping(s)

WHW

2009-04-27T23:21:00.003+08:00

I dnt care abt not getting enough sleep
Bcs Im used to it

I dnt care abt me having eyebags that are so obvious
Bcs it will go off sooner or later

I dnt care you criticizing my work saying its not pretty
Bcs I admit it myself that it is ugly
Because I ddnt knw how to use that fucking photoshop

But hey ,
Im not a guy
Im a girl (!)
Have a little sensitivity towards me

You didnt tell me or even the group that we were sticking with that thing
First , you said that I shld search abt waves , lightning , change the logo and the name
I searched abt it
It was so hard to find the right one
That I had to ask my mum to send me a little late to school to finish it
Rather than taking the bus at 6.15

Again , I was scolded by my father
Bcs I ddnt take the bus
And that I ddnt do my work earlier
Eventhough I had
-_-

And when I came to school
You said it was fugly
I accepted the criticism
But when you copy and paste it on the other slide
And saw all the sketches and pictures are already there too
It pissed me off

Its like you've planned it all along to use the blue theme
But yet , you didnt tell any of us
You said that we shld think of a name
Change the logo

You wasted our time ,
Stayback for nothing

You shld have just told me
So that I would search for the things that you only need
Dont waste my time

I have to do something else too
Like homework(s) ? Study for mid term ?

I dnt like the way you work
Im srry
Maybe I overreacted

But Im just a little too sensitive
When it comes to this

If I would ever have to team up with you ever again ,
I wouldnt bother on doing anyfuckingthing

Angrh Cmrlg

2009-04-27T04:29:00.003+08:00

My mum can be soooo annoying at times -_-

In the car when we were going back home
She suddenly said

M = "Yg ARSHAVINAR ke SHAVINAR tadi tu handsome betul lah"
N = "*Looking at the view outside the window ignoring her*"
M = "Yg naik pentas tadi tu laaahh"
N = "...."
M = "Yg dpt Anugerah Khas tuu (!)"
N = "HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA NAMA DIA SHARVIN LAAA"
M = "(Dah malu) Alah whatever la , sama je"
N = "EEE gelinya -_- , yg adik dia tu tak handsome ?"
M = "Yg mana adik dia ?"
N = "Alaaa yg besar besar tu , angrh khas jgk"
M = "Ohhh , hmm , abg dia lg handsome (Srry Manoj , you're not sexy enough for her hahahaha)"

I am sooo speechless
Haha

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire ?

2009-04-22T23:01:00.011+08:00

Homaigoddddddd

I have been obsessing on this one particular person

Since last week ? Or last 2 weeks ?

Hahah

Guess who ?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (!)

Its not AMITA BACHAN

(And no Hakim , his name is not Amita Belachan)
-_-

Think again ,

ITS =

SMARTTTTTTTTTTT ,

Yes , its Lady Gaga <( : O )

She is sooooo pretty ,
That I feel like killing myself
Hahahahah over

She's pretttttyyyyyyy , veryyyy pretttyyyy

SEEEEE ?(!)

Even Ne-yo wants to be pretty like her too

Hahahah

I love her voiceeeee ,
I love her , I love her
Hahahahaha
I sound like a total lesbo now -_-

She looks even better than Paris Hilton
Agree ?
Haha

She's got a good fashion sense too
Yes ,

Do you believe it if they say that she's actually a man ?
I think I can believe it
Since that Megan Fox thingy
Hahah

Shes so cool
Haha
I like it when she used that electronic goggle stuff
Ok fine
It doesnt even make any sense

And the fact that she doesnt like to wear pants
She's so sexxyyyyyyyyyy
HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHA
Ok annyg

I love this one the most
I love her eyes

Did she had a nose job ?
Thats what people said
But whatever
Her nose is so sexy too
Hahahahah

This looks a lil bit like a slut
But shes still the best
Haha
I love the fact that she doesnt lip sync
And her voice still sounds the same on radio and on live performance
Not like Avril ( Sorry Nadira -_- HAHAHA )

They say that shes a lesbian too ?
Maybe bcs once , she was a male
So skrg mcm confuse
BAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Sometimes she even looks like Christina Aguilera
Buttttttttttt
She's better , ofcourse -_-

I LOVE THIS ONE TOO (!)
Hahaha
She is so going to be my idol for life : O
Shes so coooolllllll hahaha

I would like to have her voice man ,
Her voice is so cekciiiih ,
Hahahahah
Seriously
Look at her tummmmmmmyyyyyyyyy
Jelesiiiiii straikss * HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
GELI LA BODOH

XOXO Lady Gagaaaaaaahhhhhhhh
Hahahah

No Offense

2009-04-20T16:50:00.003+08:00

Ok
I know
This is such a bad feeling

But
But
But

I hate herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I dnt knw why
But I just do -_-

F1 and brother

2009-04-13T21:41:00.009+08:00

Im participating in a Formula 1 Competition

With Hong Wen , Nadira , Zureen and Nazreen

AND IM THE GRAPHIC DESIGNER
AND I DONT KNOW A FUCK ON WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO (!)

Im sorry ,
Im dead bored
I camwhore-d a few minutes ago

I know
Dont look at me like that (!)

Im so tireddddddddd
Tomorrow will be more tiring

Bcs there will be

School
And then stay back until 4 for that F1 thing
Go back home , 5.30 history tuition with Amir
Until 7
Rest rest ,
9 until 10
Chemistry class with Razazu

MAAAAAAAAAAAMIIIIIIIIII : (

I dont feel like studying anymoreeeeeeeeeeee
I DONT LIKE IT
I HATE IT

OK OK
Dont give me that look
You make me feel so bad

Hahahahah
OK IM OFFICIALLY THE MOST ANNOYING PERSON IN THE WORLD

Heheheheh
I want to be as fair as this
Dont I look like a vampire to you ?
Hahahahahah

My brother sent us a picture of him
He's currently roaming around Rome
Haha ok annyg
No , he's annyg-er
Bcs he gets to travel eventhough he's sitting for an exam in 2 weeks time
Arse holeeeeeeeee -_-
Oh so the picture ,
Hahah
Mama said that his face looks thinner
I dont think so
Its just bcs he's doing the pout -_-

Seeeeee ,
My face looks thinner right ?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk tak : (

Fineeeeeeee ,
Atleast Nadira thinks that this is sexy
Hahahahahahahahahah

Father And Daughter

2009-04-12T03:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday
My dad scolded me abt smthng
It was just a small thing

I was ok

I went upstairs and grabbed the newspaper
And read abt the 18 years old girl
She's an actress and had to go to NS
She actually cried ?
And made a big deal out of it

OK whatever
Haha tkde kena mngena

So I lie down on the bed
I swore I would have snore off any minute
When suddenly my grandmother grabbed my shoulders
And looked at my face

G = "Nangis ke ?"
N = "Heh takdelah"
G = "Babah tu bkn apaaaaa , dia tegur je tu , atuk pn selalu marah nenek jugak"
N = "( Buat muka )"

She walked away
Then came my maid

M = "Nenek cakap anaknya tknk rapat dgn bapaknya , tp bapaknya ini kalau baru mahu rapat
sudah marah marah"

Eventhough her words are all twisted , I knw what she meant by that
Hahah
I ddnt know why , but when she said that I cried

M = "Dik kenapa dik , adik ni tak rapat pn dgn babah , tak macam org org lain"
N = "Sape org lain ?"
M = "Mcm auntie zurina (nxt door nghbr) , anith , amalina semua peluk peluk bapaknya , cucuk
cucuk perut bapaknya , peluk dr blkg , peluk dr depan , tp adik ni , nak ckp dgn babah pn
takmau , bila bapaknya kat bawah , anaknya kat atas , bila bapaknya naik atas , anaknya
turun bawah"

I think what she said is almost all true ?
I think she just discovered a new reason for me to cry some more
Hahahahaha

Emotional me
Emotional month
GO AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I need no emo

Sucks To Be You

2009-04-12T03:14:00.002+08:00

I know what they'd think of me

1 ) Gediknyewww dia
2 ) Pasal tu je kot , tahpape gila
3 ) She's very childish
4 ) Over je dia tu
5 ) Now she's annoying

I knowwwwwwwwwwwww I know
But Im not childish / gedik / over / annyg
Ok ok maybe I am a little annoying

Here's the real story

Character(s)
(Bukan nama sebenar)

F = Fila
M = Marke
N = ( This is me )
Y = Yracs

I was sitting next to F
Doing my work
I wanted to borrow his ruler
But annygly , he gave me his LK ruler
Which is big and long
So I was like

N = "Eee yg kecik tkde keeeeeeee ?"
F = "Tkde laaa , pinjam la Y ,"
N = "Eh taknak taknakkkkkkkk , takut laaaa"
F = "Apa kau niii ?"
N = "Taknak laaa takyahhh , takut la dia"

And he dumbly , thought that I actually like Y
He was teasing me non stop
But I couldnt care less

When suddenly , M came to our table
F told M that I like Y
M , being him , he was so over

M took my locker key and purposely dropped it next to where Y sits
And asked Y to pick it up for him
So Y did

I was like "Whatever"

M = "Wooohhh nadiaaa kau suka la kan Y dah pgg ni"

He repeated that sentence like over and over again
And Y was just next to him
How stupid can he be ?

And again ,
He took my pencil and dropped it next to Y
And asked him to pick it up

I know Y heard all of it
Dia mesti ingt aku bodoh ke apa haa
Mengada ke nak suruh dia angkat angkat semua

Being me , I walked out of the class
I couldnt stand it

When I walked back into the class
Everyone was paying attention
Bcs our chemistry teacher was teaching
Then M shouted from the back

M = "Hoii marah nampak org depan tuuu"

I was like "WTF IS YR PRBLM ?!"
But I didnt burst

I sat down infront
And he said smthng to me
But I didnt notice
I was already in tears

You wouldnt know
I didnt like being humiliated
I mean , it feels like that
For something that is not even true
And infront of that person

I mean , come onnnnnnn
If I say I dnt like it , dnt do it

And plus
Dont do it when its that time of the month for me

Kids -_-

2009-04-05T14:58:00.003+08:00

"What was my childhood like ?"
= No , I dont remember

Yesterday ,
I sat down with my maid
Who've been taking care of me for 15 years now
She recalled some of my childhood memories

Back then ,
I didnt like green veges
I prefer carrots , tomatoes and such
When we had dinner , my dad would force me to eat it all up
But I secretly hid it all under my chair

When I was 5
I had a super massive crush on my front door neighbour
Who was 7 years older ?
I even saw him taking his shower once -_-
I told my maid that Im gonna marry him someday
I even told her ambitiously , that I have 10 boyfriend(s) in school

Hahaha

When I had fevers
My mum would buy me tons of sweets
Bcs she knows that that would make me feel better

When I had to wake up early to go Children's Cottage
I purposely ignore my maid waking me up and purposely taking a very longggg shower
Bcs I prefer having to go to my kindergarten with my mum
Rather than going with my Uncle Van
So that I can buy Crunchies at Seven Eleven on my way there

I knew I was very cute back then
HAHAHAHAHA
Bcs I remember all the compliments I would receive
When I accompany my mother to her office , facial day , or whtvr
Hahaha yeahhh

And when I accompany my maid to buy groceries
That mamak guy would always give me two or three candies
He'd say all the cute things to me
Hahahahah -_-

AND

There's this mamak who sells roti and all the junk food(s)
He would come to my neighbourhood all night at 9
And he would love to carry me arnd
When my maid was buying some buns
And he would let me choose few of the junk food(s)

Homaigoddd
I would never forget that I was once a "Spice Girls #1 Fannn"
No , like seriously
My neighbour even bought all their albums and live concert dvd
I knowww
I would go to her house and watch it
Eventhough I dnt really like her
Hahahaha and she wouldnt let me go home
Not until we watched all the spice girls cd(s)

Theres this couple living next door to my house
Evrytime when they came home from work
They'd buy me a cadbury chocolate bar

Yearss back
I'd go to my neighbour's house
For Al-Quran Class
She taught me , Fini , Didi and Nina
And thats when I met Hanifa
He is sooooooooooooo cute
Back then
Hahahahahahah -_-

He's veryyy fairrrrrrrrr
You know I cant resist guys with fair skin
Haha
And his cheeks are like
Pink all the time
Hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hahahah

Once , I was lining up beside him
He looked at me
And made a very scary face
Ridiculous I tell you
I couldnt help myself
I burst out and laughed a little too loudly
And was scolded by my tutor
I went home with a bruise mark on the palm of my hand

When I was little
I wouldnt let my parents took a picture tgthr
Bcs stupidly , I would get so jealous
And everytime they want to take a picture tgthr
I would run up to them and stand infront of the camera

Wayyyy back when I was 7
I thought having scars and bruises on our legs was a cool thing
And I would purposely run so clumsily
Just to fall down and get a scratch

Now
I regret having to do that
Bcs those mark(s) wont go away
Hahaha -_-

How extremely annoying can I get ?

Fraud

2009-04-04T23:55:00.002+08:00

(THIS IS NOT A " RUSH OF EMOTIONS " POST)

Im backing off
Im letting go

Im dead serious -_-

I've spent like 35 minutes
To make my decision

And this is final ,
Hahaha

Im unleashing this feeling
Im letting it go
Bcs its not at all worth my time

This feeling is not helping
It makes me look - - - - - stupid ?

In this kinda situation ,
I think Im not a risk-taker
Im going to stick to myself
And survive

I dnt want to lose control
I dnt want to lose my friends
I dnt want to hurt my own feeling

That sounds so stupid , yesss , stupid

My decision is final
Im going to take a step away from it all
No matter how strong the feeling may be
Im backing off

: (

2009-03-24T22:09:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (!)

Tak tahan -_-
Ok whtvr

Shish ,
Bodoh laaaaaaah

High Hope(s)

2009-03-24T22:03:00.004+08:00

Im scaaaaaaared

I just hope that it was all a lie
Just a lie

Pleaseee ,
GOD IM SO SCAREDEDEDEDED (!)

If its true
If its really going to happen
I might just reconsider it ,
Just might

Pleasseeee , pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
( Im almost as desperate as ever -_- )

And
I promise
That if its really going to happen
I'll not cry

Atleast I can try to control it

: )

7

2009-03-23T16:55:00.003+08:00

Wtf was that ?
It seems like I've known him for years

For some reason , I cant stop myself
It overflowed
Out of control

What happened ?
Why ?

He's like a thing , that is so tiny
And once was useless
But it differs from the others

How can it be that hard ?

I was so scared
But I didnt knew it was this strong
Not until today

Not until " ------ ni last "

Am I stupid ?

For crying ?
Or for letting go ?

Maybe , I am
Just maybe

I was surprised myself
Why him ?
Why now ?
Why cry ?

It looks so stupid
Really stupid

But I wont say it is
Bcs I know that its not

Whats left now ?

65/35

2009-03-20T14:14:00.004+08:00

Well Tenton tom tom bak , HAHAHA ok geli
Here's all the positivity and negativity I could think of

FOR NOW

Hahahaha

POSITIVITY

I can learn to be on my own , surviving
I'd really love to meet other people too
I wnt to show that they are wrong , saying Im such a weak person
No more " FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUU "
I want to be thinner-er , as they say "Foods are horrible there (!)"
Somehow I'll pray 5 times a day , sbb ada org kejutkannn HAHAHAHA ok ok not funny
I'll change them to cool people ? HAHAHAH ok ok not funny too
More good results ? Hey , they study harder there , maybe I can too
I'll learn to wash shoe(s) and clothe(s) by myself
I can search for cute guys for you guys ? Heheheh this is true (!)
Learn to be more nicer ? OR INSAF TERUS ? O : )
I'll find out " wHy th3y Lurv3 tO d0 lIk3 tHiS ??? ..... "
You guys can have SHISHI all by yourselves
ITS A GOOD SCHOOL
Once in a lifetime opportunity

NEGATIVITY

I'll learn to be like sw33tgurlz too ? In a more advanced way , haha
You guys will miss me terribly ? Sampai tknk makan mandi semua , hahahaha
NO MORE TBOF OUTINGS ( only on school holidays ? )
I'll be smarter than you guys ?
There's no negativity la tenton , sozzzz HAHAHAH

There you go ,
Thats all I can think of

And now , I feel like going
Sbb bnyk sngt positivity , thanks to TENTON
Hahaha

I'll add more , when I think of smthng
Or you guys can think for me too

XOXOXOXOXO
Hehehe

Cross The Line

2009-03-17T02:57:00.003+08:00

Kenapa tak blh sleepover rmh kwn ?
Kenapa nk klua pn ada limit ?
Kenapa tak blh balik lambat lambat ?
Kenapa tak blh try shisha ?
Kenapa tak blh try smoke ?
Kenapa tak blh tido sampai pkl 3 ptg ?
Kenapa tak blh fly je everyday ?
Kenapa tak blh pegi hospital sendiri ?
Kenapa tak blh ketawa kuat kuat ?
Kenapa tak blh tak siapkan hmwrk ?
Kenapa tak blh lari bogel bogel ?
Kenapa tak blh mix arnd suka suka hati ?
Kenapa tak blh pg party party ?
Kenapa tak blh pg concert concert ?

Kenapa semua mcm tak boleh ?
Hahahaha

Korang ni , tak best ah
" Kita kan remaja "
Kan Nadira en ?

Takkan dah tua baru nk boleh ?
Gila loserrrrrrr -_-

(A) ?

2009-03-16T01:15:00.002+08:00

Its like having to choose between a new glider and a new wii
Hahahah
I KNOW

Its haaaaaaaaaard
I want it so bad
But at the same time
I dnt wnt anythng to go dffrnt

?

Haha

I know I'd missed out on many things if I want (A)
But , it wouldnt hurt right ?

I know things would be dffrnt
And I also know that I would be stronger

Hari /

2009-02-27T19:42:00.005+08:00

We never force you too

It seems like a hard thing
A very hard thing

I cant believe it
Nor can I accept it

No no , I can
Hah

Once , I was lame
Hard to admit , I am still a bit lame now too ( Duh )
Hahah

Im still wondering
How can I be a friend ?
How can they not be ?

Nahhh , merepek

I just cant believe that you could have said that
Said such a thing
"It seems a little harsh dont you think ?"

Now
Its my turn

-

2009-02-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

Sorry I ignored you

Thn

2009-02-26T23:08:00.004+08:00

We're not drifting apart

Its just that ,
We started thinking differently
Acting differently

We hv different point(s) of view now

Maybe some of us couldnt accept that
Or maybe they just dont want to

Why ?

I dnt knw

Shit Shot

2009-02-26T22:47:00.001+08:00

Its not like I want everythng you have
Im not a stealer

Bapakkkk Ah

2009-02-22T00:59:00.002+08:00

I hate him
To the level where I want him gone

He's done a lot
So I admit

But he's just so , full of ego
YES

Tah lah
Susah ,
He thinks he's always right
Evrybdy else ?
Can go right to hell -----

OH

2009-02-21T19:46:00.004+08:00

When we had that talk yesterday
I felt , so sad

I misjudged evrythng easily

Im not asking you guys to like them
I just want you guys to change yr point of view too

Not all of them are lame
Just some

Im not denying that they're still sometimes a loser , out of fashion sense ,
Lame , poyo gila nk jd wannabe(s)
But they still hv this side , yg telah disorokkan -_- , that I like
They're nice ?
Yeah , smthng like that

Just put aside who they are outside
Even first impression(s)

YES
I just realized

But thank god , they're not as bad as rempit(s)
Agree ?
Hahahaha

Idk
I really think I misjudged them that bad
Im ashamed of myself

Haha

And sometimes I think that
I really hv to know how does it feels like
To befriend with ppl like that

I mean ,
Like them

Sbb kalau jd masuk MRSM (haha gelabah nk besar -_-)
Do you think that there are still ppl yg tak lame
Good fashion sense ?
Sama interest dgn aku ?
Heck yeah ,

Scene 1
N : (tgh baca cleo mag or whtvr)
Kwn mrsm 1 : Eh awak baca apa tu
N : Oh cleo
Kwn mrsm 1 : Apa ? Keliur ?
N : Pape je lah kau

IM NOT MEAN
BUT ITS THE TRUTH

This Is Me HAHAHAH

2009-02-08T22:54:00.003+08:00

I dnt knw
But lately , I've been sensitive
I hate easily
No , seriously

I take things too seriously
I see things differently

I dnt blame my friends
If they say Im changing
Bcs I am

Im changing to the scary side of me
Where sometimes Im nice
And sometimes I can be too quite

I dnt knw why Im like this

I had nightmares all the time
I dnt knw

Maybe I am changing to a boring person
I know

Im tired of myself too
I dnt blame them
Im helpless

I thought she'd understand it
When I told her that
But it seems like
She doesnt

?

Heh

Sakit Hati En ?

2009-02-06T01:24:00.003+08:00

Aku tak suka org pndg aku mcm tu

Apa kau ingt aku nak sngt dia punya ?
Aku nk sngt rampas semua ?

Ada otak bukak aa besarrr
Jgn kolot sngt
Pikir jgn bodoh sngt

Salah aku ke kalau dia mmg dah tknk suka kau skrg ?
Salah aku ke kalau kau kena tinggal besok ?

HAH ?

TAKKKKKKKKK
Aku tak rasa bersalah langsung

Sbb aku tak rasa aku bt salah
Aku nk kwn
Aku dpt jd kwn

Tp aku tak rasa aku over
Korang boleh rasa aku ni mcm babi

Tp kenapa ?
Kenapa kena ?
Kenapa kena ckp maybe aku sbb semua bnda ni ?

Kenapa tak blh ckp
"Maybe jd mcm tu sbb ---- suka sakitkan hati ----"

Kenapa aku yg kena ?
Sbb aku layan ---- sampai mcm tu ?
SALAH KE MASALAHNYA ?

Eventhough korang tk admit
Aku tau korang still pikir ada possibility jgk

Korang yg bodoh
Suka jump to conclusions
Serious

Tah lah
Benda ni bukan baru
Tp aku still tak puas hati

Hmm

Kenapa kena ?

2009-02-06T00:57:00.002+08:00

Don't differentiate yourself with other(s)
Jgn la ingt kau bagus sngt

Tak payah nk malukan org in public
You dont like it too , don't you ?
Jgn jadi babi sngt

Kadang kadang apa kau ckp tak bnyk
Tp effect dia bnyk
Sedar ?
Tak ? Sedar la skrg
Control sikit
Sikit je

Suka je la apa kau suka dulu
Tak payah tiru byfrnd kau ke
Tak tak
Tak perluuuuuu
Dia suka indie , kau pun nak
Dia suka chocolate , kau pun suka
Dia kata tu comel , kau pun nak kata jugakkkkkkk

Tak bodoh ke tu ?
Tah ,
Tiru tu semua so org tu suka kau lg ?
Tak lah , takkan

Rimas
Semua benda dia suka , dia nak
Semua pn kau nak ikut

Hahahaha
Kadang kadang aku rasa kau nk org pndg kau sorang je
YE , KAU JE

Tah lahh ,
Kadang kadang betul lah
" Dress to impress " ?
Kan ?

Aku tak kata aku tak suka kau langsung
Tp tak suka je

Tah lahhhhhhhhh
Aku ok je
Tak kecoh -_-

Hate

2009-02-04T21:12:00.002+08:00

You can't really know a person too well
Right ?

Never say you know me
Like you really do
Never say that

Because you don't
And I don't like it

"I kissed a guy who I barely knew ,"
A : Oh I know you , you wouldn't do that

"I think Im not getting this at all ,"
B : Haha knowing you , you would neverrr get it

"(Not talking at all , for hours)"
C : Walking away , because she / he thinks that they wouldn't like to be disturb

FUCK YOUUUU , PEOPLE
Everyone can change (!)
From not being emotional , to being one

I can changeeeeeeeeeee (!)
From being a sick old bitch , to being a goody two shoes

= I CAN

You don't know me
YOU DON'T (!)

So stop acting like you do
Please , stop

Its not like you know evrythng I think
And evrythng I dont think
It irritates me a lot
Yes

I change my mind like , evry second
How can you say you know me ?
Hah

Don't stare at me like "Are you really Nadia ?"
When I started saying thank you
When I started being nice
When I started liking those bitches

You dont knowwwww why I really did that
Why I dont like saying thank you(s)
Why I dont like to dance
Why I dont like to talk to adult(s)

You just know I dont like doing some thing(s)
But you don't know the reason why

Is that what you called " I know her " ?
Huh ? Huh ?

NO
Not any of my family knows me too well
Not even my bestfriend(s)

Maybe my enemies knows me the best ?
Hah -_- rightttttttt

Yr Point ?

2009-02-04T20:53:00.002+08:00

How selfish can you be ?
No , really

I am selfish
Eventhough I hate selfish-ers hahaha

On a scale 1 to 10
I think my selfishness is - - - -- - - - just 4 ?
Hahahaha

Ye lahhhhhhh

But really , Im only demandingly selfish with guys
I knowww
But thats a good thing right ?

Hahah
I've been cursed
The curse that wont go off

This is my destiny
Hahahah geli sial kau

Hard I'd Say

2009-02-04T02:15:00.003+08:00

" I thought we have no secrets between each other ? "

Haha dont you think that thats stupid ?
Even if you're like friends for as long as 6 years ? 12 or so ?

Think
We cant just tell something like
"I have zits on my vagina ?"

Too much information baby ,
Too much

Hahahaha

Even if we are bestfriends
You cant expect me to tell evrythng
From the littlest thing(s) to the biggest

Sometimes you just cant bear to listen to what they'll respond

All this while , they thought you were emotionless
When one day , you said
" I cried all day yesterday watching The Notebook all over again , "

Dont you think they'll be like
" Wtf ? "
" Did she just said that ? "
" Bapak loserrrrr , "

Haha yeahh
I know

All this while , you talk bad abt the ugliest guy in yr class
And when suddnly you had a crush on him madly
Do you dare to admit that to your friends ?

Ofcourse no ,

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO -_-
Not my friends
Hahaha

Sometimes
There are things
That are better kept private

O ( : o )

2009-01-11T23:41:00.002+08:00

Please laugh till you die -_-
Thank you hahahahahaahhahahaha

Justin Glider

2009-01-11T23:13:00.004+08:00

Green lighttttt
Brighterr green lighttttt
Even brighter green lighttt
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Dinner

Babah " I found a sugar glider tadi , dia jual RM150 including the cage "
I was like " Seriouslyyyyyy ? MANA MANA MANA ? "
He said "Oh no no no , Im not gonna tell you "
Mama "Bgtau la , pity her "

Mama backed me up ?
Hahahahahahahahahah
Gila tkleh bla sial

Sekali pg on the net
Jumpaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

At first
I wanted to call Joe Glider
He's a breeder
Dia jual 250
Baby lahh

And the plan was
Nak suruh along belikan
Using my money
And pretend mcm its a gift from him
For my results
Hahahahahahaha

But I found smthng cheaper
Yg dia ckp tadi
On a website mcm ebay
But Malaysia pnya

Gila ahhhh
Sumpah aku dah jeritttttt
Nak call org tu lah
Justin Glider

Bila dah jumpa
I was like " I found itttttt , yeah baby yeahhhhh "
Pastu babah dtg " Jumpa ?!?!?! "
Pastu blahh gelak gelak
Hahah whtvr

LAHANAT

2009-01-11T22:56:00.002+08:00

Annyg gila babiiiiiii
Sumpah tak tipu
Nak nangis

Perlu ke kau mcm tu ?!
TAK KOTTT

Dah la muka mcm fuck
Mcm gayyyy
Sumpah tak tipu
Perlu ke bai ?

FUCKKERERERERERER
Perangai mcm setan sbnrnyaa

Dah la buruk
Perasan bnyk sngt
Jd lah kau , buruk
BITCHHHHH

Sickening asshole

COME ON

2009-01-11T22:36:00.004+08:00

Hahahah just bought the new spectacles -_-
Im all nerdy now
Hahah

Sumpah lawak

Kakak aku balik
Aku tunjuk lah dia

Dia mcm ":O Kau beli kat Ampg Pnt eh ?"
I was like "Takkk , kat Sg Wang"
Still excited "Berapa ringgit ?"
And I "$$$$"
Even more excited "LAAHHH aku beli kat ampg pnt $$$$ je"

Hahahah
Now we're like the nerd sister(s)

But Im the cute-er nerd
Hahahah ok fine

Kau akan terperanjat
Shocked to death , I suppose
Hahahah

How I Felt Heaven

2009-01-08T01:47:00.002+08:00

We had this orientation thing at school
Where they kinda introduce us to new pain-in-the-asses sbjects
Supposedly , we all shld sit together (TBOF)
But I ddnt knw whyy
We got , separated ?
Haha

And there was a gap between my line and the other line
When a teacher suddnly asked some group of ppl to line up there
I , like always , didnt even bother

Ada la a few guys dtg and duduk duduk
And thats when I felt Heaven
Hahahahah
Theres some guy sitting beside me then
Suddnly , I felt a new wave of expression ? I dnt knowww
But yeahhhh
And I quickly get a glance at him

Hint hinttttt *
Hahhahahahahahahah
Haih heavenlyyyy

Terus mcm asyik senyum sorang sorang
And jd baik gilaaa
Hahah

Nadira wrote a note
" Are you okay back there ? "
Hahahah
I know , fuck her

But he's scaryyy
No kidd
He was like talking to himself
Most of the times
Hahah

Kang aku terperasan kang
SUSAH KAU
Hahahaha

Even more good news ?
I'll be feeling this heaven for 2 years from now
Hahaha : D
Bcs he's changing to LK

Silent Mode Approacher

2009-01-08T01:36:00.002+08:00

Hahahahahahhahaahaha

Long story , cut short
I was cleaning up my table
And Nadira was beside me doing random things

Then
Came a guy , standing in front of my table
I was like "Whatt ?"
Tgk atas , suddenly he was opening my checkered note book
And reading it without even asking
I was like "Okayyyy maybe I ddnt heard him asking"
But I still look weirdly at Nadira
And she did too

I think he saw the weird gesture
-_-
HE IS WEIRD ! TOO BAD ,
And walked away blushingly
Hahahahha

Weirdo-h

But yeahh , its true
He didnt ask
Nadira pn ckppppp : )

2009

2009-01-06T01:02:00.002+08:00

Best bai , 2009
Hahaha

4 Gaharu , sounds so different -_-
Hahah
Serious shit
Weird gila babi

Well , I've got what I wanted
LK's class : O

4 Angsana , Ayiesha
4 Beringin , Fthn Elydia
4 Gaharu , Nadira Nadia

Semua dngr mcm jauhhhh jauhhh
Hahahah

A teacher asked abt our ambition(s)
And I was the first one to stand
As I was sitting in the front row
Well , I said I wanted to be a " Hmmm , ahhh , architect ? "

Homaiiiiigod -_-
I sounded so unsure
Its like a " Yeah but no but yeah but no buut yeahhhh " decision
Hahahaha

And todayy
My mother asked my brthr to help her get an astro wiring shit
Where you can have only one decoder but on two tv

Result to that action = I cant watch Astro upstairs due to wiring error

Gilaaaaaaaaaa annoyingggggggggggggggg
And I guess
When its all fixed up

It'll be like = I still cant watch Astro bcs my mother / father wants to watch their fvrt channels -_-

How annyg can life be ?
Gahhh
Stupidos

Aku rasa aku akan spend time dgn mmbaca buku pelajaran
Hahahah
NERDIA -_-

OKAYYYYYY

2008-12-23T01:53:00.004+08:00

Im changing my looks
I knoww
It doesnt sound like me at all
Haha

But Im still doing it
Nak tryyyy

: O

I hope they wont laugh at me

HELP ME ( ! )

I think the only one who'll be supportive is Nadira -_-
Yg lain tuuuu , jgn harap sngt lah
HAHAHAHAH ok ok tipu je
Korang semua baiiiikkkk
So , tolong laa hahahah : D

Derrick

2008-12-23T01:06:00.002+08:00

Haari ni pg potong rambut
Kakak tu gedik gila
Tak habis habis nak cakap dgn aku
Gunting je la rambut tu , bising lebih
Hahaha

IT LOOKS WEIRD
AND IT FEELS WEIRD TOO

Mcm , hmmm , tah laaa
Mcm retarded
Hahah
Nanti Saturday ni nak gunting lagi
Hehe
Sendiri je lah

Sukanya

2008-12-23T01:02:00.002+08:00

Tak pahammmmmmmmm
Kadang kadang kawan kawan niii

Sekejap suka
Sekejap tak suka
Sekejap tak puas hati
Sekejap emo membunuh diri
Sekejap ketawa tak brhenti

Heheh
Seriously

Lawak bila ingt balik
-_-
Tak tipuuuuuu

Heheh

2008-12-23T00:46:00.002+08:00

LATELYYYYYYY
Im so emotional

Tak tipu tak tipu tak tipu
Hahaha
Sumpah annoying

Tgk cerita Good Luck Chuck yg aku dah beribu kali tgk pn
Hari tuuuu , aku nangis
Hahahaha
Sumpahhhhhhh (!)
Mcm bodoh je -_-

Ohhhhh and and and
Ada perempuan tua ni tiru aku
Poyo
Sumpah
Dulu mcm kutuk semua ah konon
Ckp aku apabenda haram tah

Skrg ni ----------
Semua nak tiru
BABI TU NAMANYA

Muntahhhik

2008-11-14T23:07:00.002+08:00

Homaigodddddddddd -_-

I read my own previous post
And puked : O

No , honestly

What was I thinking ? Goddammit (!)

I feel like killing myself
For writing that post

I need to wake up nowwww
Theres a thousand of guys more out there
He's not the only one

AND HE'S NOT EVEN WORTH IT

No noooohhh (!)

2008-11-14T00:51:00.000+08:00

Im not emo
But atleast yesterday I was
Haha

Tell Me If You Puke

2008-11-13T23:03:00.003+08:00

I brought myself
To the place where I knew
I would recall everything and would bring me down

I dont like it

I almost cried
But its not gonna happen
Not in front of them

They would say Im stupid
They would say " Just move on "
They would say " You're so over , Its over already "
They would say " Thats it ? And you're crying over that ? "

Hahah
It happens

I recalled everything from that less than a 30 min trip
From the way you looked at me
When I didnt even want to turn up bcs Im such a shy person
Hahaha
The way you talked to me
And tried to cheer me up when I was still sleepy
From the late night sleep I had bcs of the late night chat we had

I even missed the things you whispered in my ears
And the things you said on the escalator

Surprisingly , I even missed you saying "chibasu besa"
Hahahah
You freaky little man you -_-

Haha yeah
Things were different back then

I dont like how it ends up to be
Where I left you for something that is not worth to get

I knew you were different
------------------------------------------------

Hah ,
Its okay

Like they always say
It happens for a reason
And there might be a good thing abt wht hppnd

Butoh

2008-10-31T23:27:00.004+08:00

As youuuuu all know
Im in a state where "Im dead , because I killed it"

Hah -_-
Mainly , the reason is just because of = Jules , ofcourse

Hahaha

And as youuuu all might think ,
Yes , I think that that Shafiq guy is just a moving on situation
Entah lah

Bodoh bodoh ,
Im depressing myself with an ugly situation
And its getting uglier
And uglier
And uglier
And uglier

I dont need any support
Bcs it'll make me feel even more depress
HA HA HA

BYE DEAR FRIENDS

Taruk Katak Mati

2008-10-21T00:56:00.003+08:00

" One cant satisfies both need(s) "
Now I do believe it ,

Its hard
It is

When you think they might get bored
You tried to fix things right

But when you actually tried
And forgot abt the one(s) who you think they might not get bored
They will actually , eventually get bored

But when you do thing(s) equally
They might be equally stabilized

Old Story

2008-10-21T00:18:00.003+08:00

I gave up
I totally will

Congratulations fucker -_-

I knew that it would be this way
And even if it hurts , I still can live with it
UNLIKE SOMEONE

Desperado is the person I thought I'd be by now
But I wouldnt go that deep

But I knew he was worth a try

When can I start to fulfill my own needs ?
When can I stop to sympathizes others ?

I've been making wrong decision(s)
I've been fulfilling other ppl needs instead

So
Lets just say
I'll stop

And start a new one from a new beginning ?
OK ?

Remove the old memories
OK ?

Well , thats hard enough
Thanks : )

OK

2008-10-17T13:20:00.001+08:00

Chill now , chill
We're okayyyy
Haha
It's over nowww

Calm down

1

2

3

FREEEEDOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM BITCHESSSSSSSSSSSS ( ! )

Hahahahah

Fuck off , retard(s)
PMR is overrrrrrrrrrrr

At Least

2008-10-15T20:07:00.002+08:00

Oh , we made it

Maths 1

= Scale on 1 to 10 ,
I'd say 8
That I hv confidence in it
Haha

Maths 2

= Ada laa bodoh jgk
Yg bngang nya , tgh nk draw draw
Sudd , lead pencil habis
Babiiiii
Haha , pastu guna lead yg 10 mm nk draww
Haihhh

Sejarah

= Ingt kn aku teruk sngttt
Mcm akan dapat 35 / 60
Serious , sbb mcm bnyk tak sure
Bnyk tuka tuka jwpn
Tp td check , 12 je yg tak confirm or salah
Pretty good , ey ?

HAHAHAHAH
Anthr 2 more papers
Then , Im off -_-

I HATE MY MAID REAL BAD
Fucktards , accusing me for evrythng
Diam ah burit berbulu -_-

I Am Innocent , Bitch -_-

2008-10-14T20:09:00.002+08:00

English 1

= Ok laaaaa
Mana ada susah haha
Bdh mother ni -_-

English 2

= Takde ideaaa
Pikir melalut gila
Semua aku pakai taruk je

Science 1

= Ok jgk
Tp bdh ada careless : O

Science 2

= Haaaaaa
Ni pn sama ahh
Org lukis bar graph pg lukis line
Babi gila

But overall ,
I did good

: D

Bm Agamaaa

2008-10-13T19:35:00.002+08:00

BM 1

= Hmm , ok laaaaaaaaah
Tahpape

BM 2

= Out of ideaaaa
Sumpah boringggg g g gg

AGAMA

= Senang la jgk
Sudd , dgr Ameerul tgh snore
Haha , bdh gilaaa
Semua mcm gelak gelak
Sampai cikgu tu pn gelak skali
Haha kesian diaaa : O

RMPPPP

2008-10-10T00:23:00.002+08:00

//

PMR dah dtggggggggg
No more rest la bodohhh

Ye aku tau , waktu mcm ni aku ptt pg study
HAHAHA

Bye

PMRRRR

2008-10-10T00:06:00.002+08:00

Haahaaaa
Comelnyaaaa -_-

Ye laahh
Believe me , this is me : O
I dnt knw why Im saying this

But

Haha
----------------------

Dia baiik laaaa : D
Well , he looks nice to me
Haha

Ye laaaaaaaah
I'll stop for now
Hahahahahahaha

Its a bad thing I wont be seeing him for the week , heh ?
Hahah

I'll miss him
HAHA

OK OK
I think I am a loner after all ? -_-

Next Episode

2008-10-08T20:02:00.004+08:00

Ahhhhh : O

Lps bangun tuu
Pg check phone kejap

1 New Message

* Senyum

Sbb tahun ni sejak akhir akhir ni
Msg masuk sebulan 5 msg je
Hahahahahahah

Tau (!)

Dah diam

Bukak bukak

Sender : Ass Pincher
+60122504705

Message : Nama dia mohd syafiq,
kaya, annoying

Received : 07:12:32 pm
08 10 2008

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I LOVE YOU FATIHIIIIIN : D

Gahhh ,
Ok ok : )

Tau laaaaaa
Dah diam

Ish takyah laaa bisingnyaa
Tau , takyah ckp
Diam

Ishhhh , ok laaa tu
Alaa : (

Tau , tp entahhhh
Haihhhhhh

Hahaha babi -_-

Patience

2008-10-08T19:58:00.002+08:00

//

Haha , tadi tido kejap
Rest -_-

Veryyyy tired
Of life

Suddenly , mimpi muncul
Haha

Pasal Abas ,
Dah la mimpi tu dkt surau ke apa tah
Sbb tgh smbhyg
Hahaha

Dpt jgk ckp dgn dia dlm mimpi
Hehe : P

Calypto

2008-10-06T21:29:00.002+08:00

Kalau kau rasa kau dah bagus sngt
Go ahead , rasa la mcm tu sampai kau mati pn

You're so lame -_-

Being different with each different person
Is like , being a hypocrite

Seriously

Then I'd say ,
"Kau ni takde pendirian yg tetap ke ?"

You think this world , revolves just around you
Like "It is all abt meee"
Puki haram kau ahhhhhh

I mean like , semua org yg kau kenal
Kau nak control
Cthnyaa = Kau taknak bg prmpn ni cpl dgn laki yg kau kenal ni
Sbb kononnya kau kata kau taknak tgk dia hurt

WTF IS THAT ?
Happiness is not temporary pn kan ?
Dia tu pn nnt hurt jgkk

Bodoh punya minah
You dnt knw the story ,
So just shut yr bloody fucking mouth up

Takyah nak "Life is not a fairytale sayang"
HAH (!)

WE ARE SICK OF YOUR WORDS
Atleast I am

Kau tu cakap dah la putar belit
Mcm bodoh gila
Tak tipu

Skjp ckp "Ni privacy kitorang , sukati kitorang ah nak tulis apa"
Pastu titibe nak masuk campur hal aku psl apa yg aku tulis kat blog aku

DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT ?
Hah ?(!)

I didnt even write any names
Takpayah la perasan sangat

Kalau kau kata tu kau la kan
Btl la kan aku ckp kau hari hari pn make love ?
Haha

But then again ,
I hate you both

Like hell seriously
I'll tell my kids someday
Abt bitches like you guys

AKU HARAP LAKI KAU TU CURANG DGN -----
Lps tuuuuu , --- gaduh besarr ah dgn ---
Tp tak sure la
Yg aku tau kau mmg akan gaduh bsr dgn -----

HAHAHAHAHAH
Have a good day people ( ! )

Just a reminder ,
Dont stop someone's love
Even if you dont want to see someone gets hurt
Bcs you never knw ,
That maybe that unsuccessful love once
Will somehow works today

Do you think Nadia just wrote about you ?
Report to your mother NOW
Or call : 01254398761 ( Cry Baby )

Oh , Im such a bitch
Hahaha
Adios Amigos

Taraaa

2008-10-03T18:54:00.000+08:00

I dont sell fish
But Im still selfish

Shahrul / Alex T / Chuckie-h

2008-10-03T17:09:00.003+08:00

Hey bitches (!)

Meet my Shahrul / Alex T / Chuckie-h
Hahah Bodoh -_-

Dia tak perverttt
Just , adorableee : O

Dia pn suka photography mcm mak kitorang
Hahahaha

Nama dia Alex Turner : P
Sbb dia hot , tak gay

Oh , Shahrul tu cousin(s) aku bg
Sampai auntie auntie semua dah terikut
Hahahah

Chuckie-h tu Jehan cakap

140908

2008-10-03T16:01:00.004+08:00

Hari tuu , plan bukak puasa tgthr , dekat rmh aku jgk
Haha , hbs je tuition Geo , pg Maxvalu
Sedih gilaaa , dah la hujann ,
Share share payung
Aku lari lari tknk share haha

Bapak ahhhh , pg grocery shopping
Sumpah diorg kecoh
Kejap kejap "Eh cari tomato"
"Nk mushroom yg manaa ?"

Dya lg la bngang
Ada cina tu kat sblh ,
Dia tgh ambik cincau
Dia bdh sngt ingt tu Ayiesha
Dia pg ckp "Eew , cincau ? Taknaklahh"

Malu gilaaa ,
Dia seda seda terus lari malu malu
Hahahah

Masa tunggu mama , sbb petir semua turun
That's when the nightmare begins

CAMWHORINGGGNGNGNG

Masa kat dapur lg la horror ,
Hahahah
Sumpah kecoh

Semua pose , padahal masaknya tak -_-

Tapi tapiii ,
Sedap jgkkk ,
Hahahah

Aku bt je sedapp :O
Hahah

I Know

2008-09-19T20:10:00.002+08:00

I really want to know who he is
Haha not that I like him
Its just that he's just too cute : O

Seriously la bodoh

He may not have the look
Tapi tah
Something caught my attention
HAHAHAHAHA
Poyo ah kau

Tadi nmpk dia
Dia wave and senyum

Mama mcm " Sape tu ? "
Aku mcm diam then " Tah , bdk sbu , kwn ah "
Terus senyum sorang sorang

OHMGOD
-_-

Serious babi punya maluuuuuu
Masa tu dah balik
Then tgh ckp dgn Shahirah
Shahirah plk ungkit psl ' Adabi '
Dia ckp ah " Fatihin dh dnga ? "
Aku mcm " Eh ha'aaa , "
Terus lari lari kat Fatihin sampai kat gate guard tepi tu
Aku terus nyanyi Adabi
Masa sama pulak , Saba lalu tepi dgn ' mata mata ' dia

Dia dngaaaaaa plk tuuu (!)
Maluuuuuuuuuuu
Dia pndng , mcm senyummm je

Haih , tkleh malu lg ke ?
Dah la suara sengau -_-

Indon Indon Indon (!)

2008-09-18T17:50:00.002+08:00

Sblm kau nak kutuk aku ,
Tgk tgk la diri kau sikit

Bagus sngt ke ?
Hot sngt ke ?

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Kau nk tau muka kau mcm sape tak ?
Sebijik mcm indon kat construction site tu haaa
Family kau ke ?

Hahahahahaha
Kesian awek kau tu haa
Hah

Moral

2008-09-18T17:42:00.002+08:00

Oh thank you ----- ------ -----
Sbb kau la kitorang semua makin rapat

Terima kasih bnyk
Kitorang mcm dah happy gila
So , jgn la kacau eh ?

: )

Sincerely ,
Kwn baik kauuu : D

TAK SEDAR DIRI

2008-09-18T17:09:00.002+08:00

Its not my decision

You know ,
You were never good enough for me
You're a disgrace to all of the guys in the world

No , really

But yet ,
Theres still jerks like them who doesn't see it
And still defended you

Know why I said " yes " ?
Oh yea , ask your bestfriend and his girlfriend
I bet , they knew all abt it

Its not really my decision
But its a friend to friend thing
( See , atleast Im a good friend )

First , when I get to know you
You were quite ok
But when you started messaging me up
You didnt stop , until Im asleep
Which is so annoying

I find every reason I could to make you stop
I did complained
I even complained it to Zul

Hah ,

Day by day ,
My friends were asking " Awk suka dia ke ? "
I didnt know what to say

But she kept telling me that we're so cute
Hell yeaa -_-

I knew there was something

When finally ,
She said "Kita terhutang budi dkt ---- tu , sbb dia la kita dgn ----- couple"
" So kita nak la balas budi dia balik "

I thought that it was pretty selfish
I mean , it is

But since I am a good friend , why not ?
Yang bodoh , kwn aku semua mcm obvious tak suka ,
Dia je yg bnyk puji puji
Aku pun dgn rela hatinya , accept je ah

NI AKU BUAT BAIK ?
TAK PULAK DIBALAS BAIK ?

Heh , she didnt care what I have gone through
Konon dia dah balas budi ahhh

Infact , dia lagi dkt side kwn bf dia dr kawan dia sendiri
What next ?

This is what we think years ago

SCREW HIM
You deserve so much better

But now ,
Since you've prove it all right in our faces
So ,

GO AHEAD
You guys are perfect (!)

Now , its up to you
To think all the bad things about me
Ckp la aku clash sbb laki lain
Ckp la aku doubletime

Yg aku tau , aku couple sbb kwn aku
Aku break sbb aku dah tk tahan and kwn aku bukan kisah dah pn

HAPPY NOW ?

Aku tak salahkan korang sbb bodoh sngt boleh kwn dgn dia
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

For those who wants that asshole
Go ahead ,
He's not worth it
He just wants to fulfill his needs
He wont , I repeat , wont think about you

AT ALL

Try not to be with him
Only if you really want to

Dia tu banganggggggg
Tak seda diriii
Ingat dia bagus sngt
Muka mcm pantat

You know what he said when I asked " Asl tk pg smbhyg jumaat ? "
He happily said " Oh tak mandi wajib lagi "

ALASAN BODOOOOOOH (!)

And yet ,
Dia blh lg kata dia beribadat
Kau ingt aku nak pcy ?
Dia suka tuntut ilmu
PG MATI LA BANGANG !

Dkt cc tu apa je kau dapatttt
" Ilmu music "

TAKPAYAH LAAAAAAAAAAAA

Kau main guitar pn hancur
Nyanyi lg la tkyah cakap kan ?

HAH , kesian

Big Deal ?

2008-09-17T21:43:00.002+08:00

Takyah la nak cakap "Aku senior kau"
Kau ckp 'Senior'
Mcm benda tu takutkan aku la pulakkk

"Nak lawan dgn senior"

Sape kata aku nak ?
Lopek gila je

"Kena kutuk kaw kaw"

Kaw ke ?
Tak sakit hati pun

Kanye West

2008-09-17T20:45:00.003+08:00

Hahahah sumpah bodoh
Aku dah cuakkkkkkk : O

Titibe org tu call

Unknown = Hi , Im Wayne from Ebay
Nadia = Heh ?
Wayne = U hv purchase my silent hill game rite ?
Nadia = Ahh , yea ?
Wayne = Payment can be made by paypal or COD Sbg Jaya
Nadia = Aaa , whts tht ?
Wayne = Oh , aa , we can meet up somewhere if you dnt mind too ?
Nadia = Oh , I'll think abt it , I got to go , Im a bit busy now , I'll msg u later
Wayne = Ok we'll keep in touchhhhh

Haha busy la sngt
Aku takut je -_-
Hahahahahahah
Ok fine

Mior comel : O
OK OK
Dahhhhhhhhhhh

-

2008-09-16T14:55:00.000+08:00

HAAAAAAAAAAH ?
Apa niiiiii ?

Naah La

2008-09-09T20:26:00.003+08:00

Ok korang je laaa yg btl
Know wht ?

To knw the real situation(s)
You hv to hear both sides of the story

But instead ,
You guys just seem to listen to one side

Oh thts great
Really

I ddnt write "This post is espc for ------------"
Why sudd jump to cnclusions like tht ?
You have no prove to rightly say tht I wrote abt you
Just bcs , kau terasa sbb some of the things aku tulis kau ada bt

Tht post cld be for anyone
Fthn pn ada cheat jgk
Tp dia tkde pn take tht blog too seriously

And to whoever you are ,
You dnt hv to criticize me
Bcs you dnt even knw me yet

And you dnt knw how it feels to be betrayed by yr own friend
Dnt talk unnecessarily

Thnks ?

A Step Ahead

2008-09-04T21:38:00.001+08:00

I want to forget him
Completely

But I do miss him

So stop asking you fool(s) !

HAHAHA

Sedekah

2008-09-04T21:27:00.004+08:00

Td pg bagi bagi kurma kat cikgu
Haha
Malu gila
Elydia smngt lebih -_-

Yg paling annoying cikgu Fahry la
Hahah dapat dapat je
"Awww you're so sweeeet"

Aku dah lari lari
Diorg dah gelak gelak
Lawak gila

Cikgu Zuraidah lg la
Elydia bg pastu dia ckp "Nadia bagi"
Cikgu mcm "Why are you giving it to me if it is from her ?"
Hahahah
Cikgu pandang scary gila
Aku pg kat cikgu "Kurma"
HAHAHAHAHA sumpah bodoh : D
Cikgu diam je
Aku senyum je
Pastu cikgu mcm "Saje saje bg ke apa ?"
Haha "Oh ha'ah sbb bnyk sngt kurma kat rumah"

Aku terus lari
Ayiesha mcm gelak gelak "Mcm la cikgu taktau tu kurma , bodoh"

Tak sangka aku begini
HAHAH

NAKKK ?

2008-09-02T02:01:00.002+08:00

Nak gladiator shoeeeeeee (!)
Nak sngt nak sngt nak sngt

Haha

Need a new hand bagggg
Yg sngt cantik punyaaa
Sumpah tk jumpa : O

Nak baju star star tuuuuuuuu
Comel je
Mama tu jeles sngt ckp nmpk mcm kain burukk
Ada ke patut , hish

Haus

2008-09-02T01:49:00.002+08:00

Burit berapi btl laaaaaaah
Bohring behtul
Haha -_-

Cant wait for this Sunday
Finally , he'll be off to my brother
Im gonna be freeee , well , not really
Haha

Ndr called at arnd 2.45 pm
Baru nk mengumpat psl bf sape tah
Sudd mcm "Weh stop , puasa laah hahaha"
Kacaaau je

Oh , pagi tadi lps mandi
Baru tringt ada sisa sisa duit masa pg uk and us duluu
( Hahahah )
Check check , ada la arnd Rm300++
Sumpah lepas PMR nak shoppingggggg

JOMMMMMMM
: )

Puasa Ni

2008-08-31T18:10:00.003+08:00

Pg terawih jom mlm niiiiiii : )
Jom jom jom !

Loner Haha

2008-08-30T22:46:00.006+08:00

Bdh gila babi hari tuuuu
Beli la ticket lrt
Nk pg balik rumah Ndr

So , kitorang ddk kat bench tepi tu
Sambil tunggu lrt ah

Tak seda ah apa aku bt
Tak seda mana tah ticket

Pastu titibe lrt dah smpai
Kitorang bangun ah
Pintu bukak
Dah masuk tu
Titibe ada kakak ni tunjuk tunjuk kat lua

Ndr dgn Fthn kata apa tau
"Aku ingt dia kenal kau"
"Mana la tau kan"

Bodoh btl
Hahah

Tgk tgk ticket aku trjatuh kat lua train
Aku klua ah cpt cpt
Titibe baru nk pusing balik
Pintu dah tutup
Ndr dgn Fthn dah kat dlm
Babi punya kawaaan -_-

Aku sedih gila
Diorg dah mcm "oh my goddd"
Org org dlm lrt mcm dah sedih tgk aku kena tinggal

Hahaha
Aku pun tunggu je ah
Titibe nmpk Flq , Zrf , Im dgn sape tah laki sakai lg sorang tu
Aku mcm bt tak tau je
Nasib baik train smpai on time
Kalau takkk ,
Aku tktau apa jadi

Si Bodoh tu : O

Sampai Pndn Indah
Diorg tgh tunggu kat lua
Gelak gelak
Babi btl

DS

2008-08-30T11:54:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA
BESTNYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA -_-

Eeeeeeeeee
Rasa mcm obsession la pulakkkk : (

Takde laaa

Dia mcm comel je

He's a guy with mohawk hair
Which I love : O
And ada a very nice smelllll
Yg sngt addictive
Tak tipuuuuuuu

Haih
Comelnyaaaa

TAK SUKA PUNNNNN
Baik kau diammmmmmm !

Its A Secret

2008-08-29T18:09:00.002+08:00

I love him
His smell is so lovelyyyyy
I swear

Tkpenah ada laki wangi mcm tu
Haih

-_-

-

2008-08-28T22:03:00.000+08:00

I missed you

Hey

2008-08-28T21:54:00.002+08:00

How longer shall I wait ?
Just so you know , whenever is that gonna be
I'll be there

Honestly

Train Man

2008-08-27T22:03:00.003+08:00

Td pg Jynthi
Sekali ada anjing tido kat tepi tu
Pintu Jynthi mcm tutup and locked
So kitorang turun la balik
Takuuut gilaaaa

Call Nabil

Nadia = "Eh, hari ni ada tuition tak?"
Nabil = "Takde laaa"
Nadia = "Laa , hm ok"
Nabil = "Hekelehhh"

Aku terus letak
Annoying betul

Pastu terus pg lrt
Decided nak main train
But kali ni nak pg smpai Sentul Timur
Hah I dnt even knw where is tht place ? -_-

Tgh tunggu train
Aku , Elydia , Nadira duduk kat one bench
Fatihin kat anthr bench
Trying to be the innocent one

Pastu semua sound kitorang buat
Aku la start dulu
Buat sound babi
Pastu buat gagak la
Kitorang bising gilaaa

Pakcik makcik sblh sblh tu pandang mcm nak nangiskan
Hahaha

Pastu titibe , ada one train ni stop
Org yg bwk train tu bkk tingkap
Tnya tnya apa tah
Aku mls btl nak layannn

Dia smngt gila smpai tunggu lama gila
Org dlm train dah kena tunggu lama lama
Hahah

Pastu jumpa diary org alcoholic la dlm train
Bdh gilaa

Sampai Sentul Timur
Semua kena klua
Semua panic
Hahaha malu gila

Transfer train lg satu ,
Pembawak train dia titibe klua
Senyum mcm nak rogol

And dlm train tu
Kitorang je yg ada
Pastu Ndr dgn Elydia pg bt pole dancing
Org tu tngkp gmbaaaa

Semua panic
Takut dia masukkan dlm youtube laa

Bdh gilaaaaa

Alligator

2008-08-27T21:47:00.002+08:00

You're avoiding me
And its obvious
Its ok
I'll be away from now

I've been trying to explain
But all you do is ignoring
And I know I hate that

There's nthng more to do
Its worth a try
But I gave up
I'll see if it heals through some time

You know ,
I've always loved you

No , it is true
Hah this is soooo not me -_-

Sometimes , I feel like killing that stupid manwhore jerk faced guy
Why do you even have to believe the stories that came from his dirty , nasty mouth ?
The least you can do is , ask me ?

I've never stated anythng to him
Not a word
I swear

He's a jerk
And you know it
Hm

Thanks for evrythng
Appreciate it : )

Evil

2008-08-27T21:13:00.002+08:00

I've never had what I've always wanted
Instead , Im always with the people who wanted me

People always said
Marry the one that loves you
Not the one you love

But dont we feel bad when we dont feel the same way they are feeling ?
Wont we feel like something's missing ?

If they're not the one ,
Wont we love them less and less day by day ?

I know I will

Puas Hati ?

2008-08-25T16:53:00.002+08:00

Tah aku dah tak kisah kot ?
Hm , betul lah
Td tu aku yg ckp -_-

Sumpah
Fitnah la semuaa
Aku tau yg kau tau dia tu benda yg aku plg suka this year
Sbb tu kau bt mcm tu kan ?

Tah la
Fine , aku give up
Kau menang

Kau dah bt hidup aku ni sumpah completely worthless
Takpe lah
Take the revenge

Bt semua org pcy ckp kau
Tp aku sumpah
Kau tkkn ada masa depan
Haha

Babi
Tu la kau
Sebijik

KHKHKHKH

2008-08-25T16:22:00.002+08:00

Td sumpah kepala hotak ni pening mcm nak cabut akar akar dia
-_-

Seriously la bahbih
Pikir psl prmpn cheater tu

Idk why
But one thing for sure ,
She's worthless

For a friend or even a girlfriend
Or even for a daughter
Haha

She's a cheater
Who wants to gain A's without even going through the pain

I know what's damaging her brain
Her boyfriend
DUHH , thts the only reason

You cant blame the parents
Anak mcm tu mcm , ish , speechless

Aku senanya taktau apa dia bt kat rumah tu
Nak kata dia suka main game(s) , tak jugak
Nak kata dia slalu ada party , tak jugak
Nak kata dia ada tuition , mmg ada , tp takde effect
Tkkn msg bf bdh dia tu 24/7 ?
Pathetic kau tau tak ?

Sedih ,
Sekolah dah jumpa
Dah laaaaa ,

BELAJAR LA PULAKKKKK
Find a time for that too
Jgn la jd bodoh sngtttt

Pastu yg tuition kitorang tu
Dia bknnya nk dtg pn
Bnyk btl excuses dia
Week by week
Ada je ahhh

Tp bila soalan bocor
Dia la org yg first skali nk dapat
Dia la first skali yg nk kecohkan

Takyah la nak cheat on evrythng
Kau punya otak tu simpan apa ?
Laki bodoh tu memanjang

Hah
Kesian lahhh

Aku pn taktau bila kau nak sedar
Dr duluuu smpai skrgggg
Yg kau tau make love make love make love
Tah tah skrg pn dah tak virgiiiinn

Oops , aku pn up to date jgkkk
HAHAHAHAHA

Tlg lahhh , kau punya fashion sense aku taktau apa yg kau kata "up to date" sngt
Keling jual jajan dlm trolley tu pn ada fashion sense lg bagus

Oh mak aku tak mcm mak kau
Dia pilih baju lawa lawa bg aku try
Bknnya pilih lawa lawa untk dia sendiiri try mcm mak kauuu

Aku taktaau apa yg kau ada
Hahaha sumpah tak tipu
Tgh sedih ni
Hahaha

Srry laa
Dulu aku blh lg kata aku kwn kau
Sbb aku blh thn lg

Tp skrg
Dah tak kot ?
Mehehehe

Emo screamo tknk kwn kau
Aku pn tknk

: D

8

2008-08-25T16:09:00.002+08:00

Whats up with all the girls ?
I mean , I know
I've been away from Myspace ( for too longggg )

Tadi diorg ni ddk la cerita
Psl gmba gmba org yg kitorang kenal
How pathetic ,
I know nothing
Hah : O

There's one similarities though ,
In their pic(s) : They show their boobies

But they don't have oneee
Face that fact (!)
Pleeeaassee ?

I know you have a fugly face
That doesnt mean people will be attracted to your boobies
Don't cross the limit people

I dont want to know what's yr favorite bra is (!)
I dont even want to know how it looks like

You're embarrassing yourself

You look dirty
From outside and inside

You're disgustinngggggg

t( " , t )

Kotak Kotak

2008-08-23T11:55:00.002+08:00

Hari yang bodoooooh teramatt

Bgn bgn je
Mandi la apa semua
Nak siap pg Jynthi

Then pakai la baju kotak kotak ni
Hahah
Sampai sampai Jynthi
Semua dah smpai
Excpt for aku , ndr dgn fthn
So , duduk la kan

Cikgu suruh bt math punya paper
Tgh ( malu malu ) buat
Titibe pintu trbukak
Aku pusing

Fatihin Si Horny

Dia pn pakai baju kotak kotak
Tp warna merah la
Aku wrna hitam

Hahahahah
Aku dah jerit jerit
"FATIHIIIIIIIIIIN ! Bodoh laaaaaaa"

Fatihin mcm trkejut , terus pndg aku
"EEEEEE perlu keee samaaa ?!"

Nak nangis nangis dah
Dia pg dpn ambik paper

Sekali Azriq pusing
Dia ckp "Eh , hari kemeja ke apa ni ?"

Aku mcm dah malu tunduk tunduk
Hahaha bakare

-_-

Useless

2008-08-21T18:52:00.002+08:00

I think KH is the most unnecessary subject in life ever
Well , not to me

BAKARE
Electric(s) , engine(s) , wood(s)
Leave it to the guysssss

We , women , just cook
And do our things

Hah -_-

Perghhhh

2008-08-20T22:31:00.004+08:00

I cant stop cursing
Sbb bnyk sngt org bdh dlm dunia ni

Recently : Nampak bnyk gila bapuk murah kat tepi jalan

Sampai mak aku pun join kutuk
Hahaha

Tadi nampak bapuk ni
Mcm biasa ahh , dgn mini skirt
And tshirt

Yg pelik gila babi kan
Nmpk tau dia punya bra mcm ada lace lace warna hitam semua
( sbb pakai shirt putih )
Tp dia punya tits still nmpk ?
Tak logic langsunngggg
Dah la tajam gilaa
OK SORRY haha

Mama "Ish , pakai bra pun still nampak tits , tahpape btl"
Nadia "Cari customer kot haha"

Hari tu masa on the way nak balik rumah
Nmpk lagiiii
Rmbut obvious gila babi wig
Pastu dia punya make up gilaaaaa freaky
Skirt dia gila mini
Tetek dia gilaaa bihhgesttt
Hahahah

Pastu ada lagi last last mnth
Masa on the way nk teman mama pg mana tah
Malam la
Lalu kat jln KL tu
Gilaaa ahhhh
Bapuk tgh kena offer aaa
Bapuk mcm pakai tube dgn miniiii skirt ah
Gila bahbih cari pasal

Perogol pn tknk rogol kau tauuu
Mcm pukiiiihole

-_-

Unsealed Lips ?

2008-08-19T01:09:00.002+08:00

Babi la perempuannnnnnn (!)
Tau tau la jaga mulut kau bahbihhhhhh

Mulut kau tu , takleh tutup skjp ke ?
Semua bnda kau nk bgtau

Congratulationsss
Kau baru bt evrythng worser
Bila semua org try nak avoid from dia dpt tau

BOFODOHFOH

Toyol Kau

2008-08-19T00:47:00.003+08:00

Hahah
Tak tahan en kalau jumpa org yg bdgt gila babi punya high
Padahal , perghhh ---------

Hello , dulu masa single
"I dnt care , I dnt need one , Im happy living my life by myself"
Ayat tak tahaannnnn , tp bila dah cpl
"Dnt take him awayyyy from me , I need him"

Hahahahhahahaha
Butoh lu laaa
Cpl dgn laki indon tits karat nk kecoh

Dulu , bila single , bkn main rapat ah dgn kwn kau tu
Dah mcm lesbian aku tgk
Baru cpl sat , dah buang pepek karat tu jauh jauh
Ambik fresh dick plk
Tktau la se-fresh mana kan
Heh , tak tahannnn

Hypocrites -_-
They annoy me the most ,
Excluding Nadira haha

Lecture

2008-08-19T00:11:00.003+08:00

Td pg seminarrrr
As early as 7 am
Who the fuck nk pg ?
But I did , haha

Nadira kata "pakai baju yg tutup tutup sikit tau"
Nadia "???"

Perghhhh , mmg lah best en
Hahahah nak bunuh je
Asyik menguap je keje aku
Dah la sampai 430 ,
Mmg rasa nak matiiiiiii

Pastu masa session Q&A
Fatihin suruh aku tnya "Apa nak bt kalau video games semua memanggil manggil ?"

Bodoh
Bm mmg fail
Haha

Titibe lecturer tu mcm nmpk kitorang mcm nk ckp
Pastu aku jgk kena
"Apa nk buat kan , kalau video games semua mcm , aaa , mcm , aaa , hasut kitorang untuk main ?"

BODOH GILAAAAAAA -_-
Semua dah pndng aku mcm alien
Haha babi

Pastu aku yg kena marah
Dia ckp "Kamu bak sini rumah saya , biar saya yg mainkan"
Aku dah mcm tunduk tunduk maluu
"Nak alamat rumah saya tak ?"
Semua dah gelak gelak

Malu betul
Bnyk gila kena bebel just sbb satu question
Hahah

Dia suruh disiplinkan diri ahh
Sumpah annoying
Hahah

Pastu masa balik
Aku kat lua tandas tgh tunggu diorg berak kat dlm
Titibe , ada one group of guys ni nk pg toilet
Pastu sorang tu ckp "Ha ni yg video game tu"
Yg kwn dia semua dah snyum snyum

Aku dah malu gilaa
Terus masuk toilet balik
Hahaha

Woohhh

2008-08-18T00:28:00.003+08:00

Lee Chong Weiiiiiiiiiiiii
I love youuuuu

Hahahah ok ok
Kesian dia kalah ,
Dont give up , Im here for youuu
Hahah

Oh dgn yg lagi satu tu apa nama dia ? Li Dan ? Dan Li ?
Tak hingattt
Tp fuhhh - hot gilaaa siakk

Mcm -----
Well , some part of him
Hahah , ada masa dia nk ambik shuttle cock kat bwh tu mcm
Fuihhhh , sumpah sama
Tak tahaaaannnn n n n nnnn n

Hahaha
Babah emo gila
Jerit jerit tgk Lee Chong Wei tu

Sumpah tak tipu
Dia mcm

"Come on boy , you can do it"
"Jgn bagi dia menang"
"Yes ! Yes !"
"Dont give up ,"
"Fuihhh , cantik"

Hahahah , mama mcm "I told you , babah akan ckp sorang sorang"
Aku dah gelak gelak

Dah la aku kena pukul
Sakit gila bahbihh
Haha tak pasalllll

Otak Mana ?

2008-08-18T00:13:00.003+08:00

You can't force someone to love you
That's bullshit
That's cruel

No , really

Takpayah la jadi bodoh sngt smpai nk paksa prmpn tu suka kauuu
Dah dia mmg tk suka laki mcm kau
Kau nk bt apa ?
Rasuah ? Bunuh ?

Stop asking "Hey , do you love me ?"

Kalau dia layan kau nak taknak
Kalau kau yg suka dia dulu
Kalau kau yg selalu sms dulu
Kalau kau ajak klua dia slalu ada alasan
Kalau start sms , dia yg slalu end it up
Kalau dia selalu ckp busy
Kalau dia malas nk reply msg kau hari hariiiiiiiiii
Kalau dia reply pn sepatah sepatah

Mmg tak la tu
Tp kalau kau ni jenis yg ego mcm - haih , speechless
Mmg la dia takut , kang kalau dia ckp tak kang , kau emo setahun
Dia jgk yg kena

Takyah laaa
Dream on ,

Kesian aa prmpn tu sikit ,
Biar ah dia pilih apa yg dia suka
Kau tu , takyah nk self-centered sngt
Pg la cari org lain yg boleh suka kauu

Jgn paksa dia jwb bnda yg dia tknk jwb
Jgn la jd bodoh

Look at how pathetic you are ,
Asking questions like that
Try asking your mother
Tah tah dia pn tak terjawab

HAHAHAHAHA
Ok Im evil ,
Im out -_-

Asshole La

2008-08-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

Tadi masa tgh dinner
Sudd ,

Babah ckp "Bila nk pg beli baju diorg ?"

Mama "Heh ?"

I looked at her
Then to my father
Haha

Babah : "Baju raya laa"
Mama : "Ohh , nnt la"
Sibuk : "Ahhh , blh beli bnykkk ?"
Babah : "Eh no no , dah beli bnyk kat US hari tuu"
Terkejut : "Manaa adaaa , most of my money pg beli psp punya barangggggggg"
Mama : "Sape suruhhh ,"
Babah : "Hish , beli baju raya kat flea market je lah then"
Mati : "MANA BOLEHHHHH , tak cantikkkk , ada bijik bijik warna warni yg burukkkk"
Mama : "Hahah"
Babah : "Takpe , lagi meriah nak rayaaa"
Emo : "Heck yeaaa , sangat la , I dont feel like rayaaaaa"
Babah : "Kenapaaa ?"
Mama : "Pmr laa tu ,"
Jeling : "YE LAAA , and takde baju raya yg cantik"
Babah dgn Mama : "Hahaha"
Ee : "Hahhhhhhhh , takpe , lps pmr nak shopping jugakkkk k k k"

Hish , BULLSHIT
Hahah

Mama

2008-08-17T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hahahah I didnt know she already planned evrytthhhnggg ?
Ok la , tkde la evrythng
But heck ,

Mama nak ajak pg ambik too many classes after PMR

Bye bye book(s)
Bye bye babah (!)

Hahah ok tu tak perlu -_-